Well so me and my parents got into some lame fight again. Over something so insignificant it's almost laughable. Almost.

So in the morning, I forget to bring my earphones out of the house, and I call my mom to help me bring them out. I wait for her for ten minutes at the traffic light, she hasn't come yet, so I think "okay, why not wait for her at the bus stop since she's going to pass by the place anyway." So I go to the bus stop and sit down and read Newsweek.

And then my dad comes out, doesn't see my mom either so he's like waiting at the steps looking out for her, when we both hear my mom calling from the other side of the road. I'm like all "oh shit!" so I get up and walk over. Supposedly, episode over, right?

WRONG.

So now it's past midnight, and apparently I was completely in the wrong! Hmm, I wonder why? Okay yes granted I made my mom walk up and down looking for me but yes I apologize. But then my dad goes on and on about how I always wait to get served (yeah right I went to sit down because I knew at the time that she would walk pass!).

I really don't get it. Doesn't everyone make assumptions now and then? And it wasn't even as though this assumption was like, out of this world, like she's going to be at the bus stop opposite Tampines North. No, she normally walks out by the stairs so I wait for her there, what's the crime in that?

I don't get it at all zzz.

So I guess I haven't posted or blogged in quite some time, haiz.

Feeling quite sian right now and I guess nobody comes to this blog anymore, so I guess I can rant here pretty safely (:

I'm starting to feel pretty damn friendless again. It's always this bunch of people, and me. Them, and me. I never really feel part of anything and the worst part is I don't know why! Even the new friends I make are the same...

So I really have no idea what to do! I just need to find a friend/group of friends that I can really really click with and just talk to about all the shit that's going on and all.

There's gotta be somebody for me out there.

And okay just a public announcement to all the girls I know -- Just because I repeatedly send SMSes without waiting for replies doesn't mean I like you/am irritating okay! ): I just.. have a phobia about people not replying messages, it makes me wonder what I've done wrong. I don't know why either, maybe cause of bad past experiences but yeah, it's just like that! SO PLEASE DON'T JUMP TO CONCLUSIONS ><

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I need to change; and fast. Otherwise second chances aren't going to last.