Okay I don't think I shall post about camp, it's just too time-consuming and I can't remember anything anyway hahahaha. Oh wells. Next time must do like a continuous everyday-diary or something lol.

So the next thing after camp was.. caroling! :D Totally rocked luh, first day was at Taka, met up with Mel, Anne, KJ, Wen Ya and Victor for lunch at eHub. Went back (a bit late) for caroling, changed into our stuffs and then... practised lo. Until 5 plus, got on the bus to Taka, so boliao on the bus lol. Sang random random random songs, did item practice, blahblahblah the usual. Reached Taka, sound test blahblah lol. Okay sounds damn boring hahahhahaha. Oh well. Dinner with Kelyn Pei Ming Melissa Clarissa Vivien, Yoshinoya lol. Then back out for the actual thing! There was like, half of YMpact down there supporting us luh, they totally rock :D The performance was fine, a few hitches here and there but overall still very very nice. Cheers lol. When we finished the guy was announcing the next performer (Raffles Choral) and we were like, "Ohmigosh we're gonna get owned." Turns out we didn't ahahhaa. Camwhoring with the TOFU peoples, then debrief before even more camwhoring! Wanna see the pictures, go Facebook, hahas.

Sadly couldn't go out with Jacko and gang, too late already heh. So went back home on the MRT, all sloshed. LOL. Why so sloshed. Felicia so bad never give me a lift home D: Hahahaha. Joking nia. Reached home, showered, slept. Never been so tired in my life before haha. Next day, caroling chapter two!

Okay so went out again, this time White Sands. The girls were like trying to pry from me who I like -.- Dots luh hahahhahahah THEY FAILED :D And you guys better not tell anybody pfffft. Went back to church for practice (late again). Lols. Bad habit. Cleared up the items, then went to the different homes! It was seriously damn fun luh hahahahhaha. Camwhoring is fun to the max. I think I shan't talk too much about this, or else I won't have time to talk about Christmas day hahahha. After Joel's house, went to some random place in Pasir Ris, really big house hahahahah. Caroled during church service too, stupid candlewax kept on dripping on my hand. Pain leh -.- Lol then we went to outside the Kopitiam to carol! Hahahahah. My voice nearly died there, had to project so much heh. And then we went to Marcus's house for final countdown, his place is like super nice la hahahhahaha. (On the bus there I was like totally zonked). Then fooooood finally food. And more camwhoring! After that we finished off with a couple more songs, said goodbye, then went back to church. Stayed over heh. I tried to write cards. Like tried to. Managed to do maybe 10 or so. After that gave up le, just wayy to tired. Not fair luh the guys pang-seied me to go ECP in Kang Wei's new car. Sheesh. Meanwhile __ managed to pry from me the answer pfft. Crashed in the music room, until like 7 when some random person woke me up from my nice sleep! D: So went to youth lounge, fell asleep again hahahahaha. Until when people started like coming to church so woke up. Changed, went for service, nearly couldn't pay attention to most of it haha.

After service, got like a billion cards, thanks so much to everyone who bothered to write me one, I'm sorry I'm such a lazy bum and failed to give a single person a Christmas card x\ Ahahaa. Rachel, Yi Ying, El and Bert bought me an NIV! Love you guys :D So yeap after that, zaoed with Justin and Yi Ying and Benji to AMK Hub Pepper Lunch! Whee. Damn big luh their servings hahahahah. Then Rachel and her sis joined us for KBox, which was just that bit retarded :D But after a while it got boring, a sentiment which Rachel and Rebekah shared >< So yea, I doubt I'll be going Kboxing again anytime soon. But it was an enjoyable time :D I was forced to confess to __. Pffft. Me of little willpower. Took a train back to Bishan, walked with Rebecca and Rachel to the 59 bus stand, where they very nicely waited for the bus to come with me.

And after that all the way home. Stupid traffic jam made me lag for like half and hour. And my phone mysteriously turned off and I didn't know so when my dad called me he couldn't get through so he was frantic so he called Daryl. Oh well. Nothing big happened, don't worry. But it's a nice feeling when people are so concerned about you. [: Dinner with family, Jack's Place Christmas menu. Their beef steak is so... unique hahha. And I totally loved the cake. And I got 50 bucks for Christmas! And another 70 to spend on New Year clothes wooooot. Which means I need someone to go shopping with me! Preferably someone with a hint of fashion sense. Hinthint, Rachel/Jacko/Clarissa/Melissa/Darryl/Shaun/whoever wants to go with me lol.

Oh well. I've got 200+ bucks to burn and nothing to burn it on yet. Let's go. Hahahahahhahaha.

By the way. IF YOU WANT A BETTER PICTURE ON MY PAST 3 or 4 DAYS. GO SEE FACEBOOK! Facebook photos, better picture. Get the pun? xD Okay sorry lame.

Whee. My life is such a paradox.

But I'll figure it out sooner or later. It just takes some.. time.

And I need to revive my blog soon, it's like, half-dead-going-to-the-cemetery-real-soon.

So. What happened yesterday?

(Actually, the day before)

Moor Camp at Jia Rong's house, damn fun, a bit sian, but GH3 IS DAMN ADDICTIVE WHEE. Not to mention to craziness of the night. I miss Vietnam haiz. Anyway fast forward, went back to church for caroling and a bit of games, Happy birthday Clarice! (it's a shame you were sick, I hope you're fine now). Had nothing to do, so before dinner went with Rachel to collect her specs, WHY SO POSER? :D Transition lens haha. Dinner was normal, then went back to supposedly watch the item people practising, but... one person was missing and all of a sudden I'm in item. Hahahaha. Vanessa was like totally confused about the harmonising bit, but I think she's okay with it now hahaha. I can hardly wait for practice, it's so fun.

But my parents ah, haiz my parents. They want to like limit my church-going time and I just feel that's the wrong way to get me to buck up on my studies and whatnot. Especially by taking away one of the few things I enjoy. But I talked, and I think I get it now, so thanks. You know I'm talking to you right? (: So yeah, stay where you are, I foresee I'll need your help some more.

Anyway. NUFF SAID ABOUT THE EMO STUFFS. I'm going to be happy and optimistic until my mom goes crazy again. :D Whee.

Why do my posts always start and end with "Whee"? I think I change it, yeap.

Thank you for everything You've given me. Especially the things that are close to my heart. Thank you.

Haiz. No more job. It's a bit stupid la, but understandable. No need me, so only when need me then call me. But the stupid thing is that now I've no income, and now I also can't find another job cause I don't know when she'll need my help. How now..

So I get 150 bucks, then I don't get anything else. Looks like my grand plan to go back to Vietnam next year-end is going down the drain like siao. No chance to save up enough money to go back there anymore.

I want to talk to someone. Hopefully that someone'll be able to help.

This kind of feeling sucks. But at least for once it's not cause of my mom screaming at me for no good reason. Heh.

Bittersweet?

Oh schizz I don't think I'll ever post about Vietnam HAIIZZZZZZZZ. Sadded, sadded. Anyway, today.

Morning woke up at 8.30 (SO EARLY D:) to go to Taka to find bottles of poster paint! So boliao right? For game testing tomorrow, haiz. Kelyn was late (as usual) (this time by 45 minutes). So in the end her happy story for waking up at 10 was to take the train to Orchard and take it back to Pasir Ris. Hehe. Oh lol, El called her to wake her up; in the end she went back to sleep. A bit rofl right? Haha.

Anyway, got the paint, went back to Pasir Ris NTUC get the other stuffs, then go back to church, where we of little willpower failed to pull ourselves away from slacking and started playing Scrabble. It was a phail game, don't ask. Lol. Then movie at TM, Beast Stalker, THE NAME DOESN'T EVEN FIT THE STORYLINE ZZ. And it's a dumb movie anyway. Too many flashbacks. Can't blame them, it's a Hong Kong thriller. And the coincidences seriously can kill people. Literally. Sorry, lame pun. Hah.

Tomorrow back to church at 10 after piano. Lol. I can hardly wait to play the games we got lined up. :D

REMIND ME TO POST ABOUT VIETNAM OMG.

I love Vietnam. I really do.

And thank you everyone for all you've done for us! [:

Longer post coming up soon once I finish my diary/blogjournal.

Whee. The past two days haven't been all that great. Saturday, not much to talk about. Went for meeting in church at night, agreed with my dad once a month no tkd for One Voice. In the end my mom went bonkers, and yea. At least I've got good counsel from other sources. And yea, maybe this is God's plan for me, this chance to evangelise to my family.

Today was... really nice. Ber doing my prayer request really touched me, and I really felt how the people around me responded, Rachel especially. Thank you. (: I know it'll be alright, so yea. All the way, David. You can do this. Nick and Daniel talked to me too, prayed for me, so I'd like to thank them too. And Bertrand, for yeap giving me advice. I really really feel that going to PMC has been the best thing that's happened to me in my life so far.

Maybe the next two weeks away will give me some really needed rest and relaxation, away from all the troubles in Singapore. TOFU planning hasn't been that great, family stuff too, and of course there's always the boredom. But with this escaping from the headaches comes avoiding the enjoyable stuff too. Taekwondo classes, One Voice practices, caroling practices, TOFU team meetings, outings with anybody. So I guess I break even. But it gives the opportunity to clear my head, at the least.

Talking about TOFU, I think Kyle did a great job today. Harsh, but only rightly so. Thanks for waking the team up, yea. We needed it, although some of us need it more than others. >< And there really isn't any need to apologize, I understand where you're coming from.

Yeap, so tomorrow leaving for Vietnam at 1345. Okay, last well-wishes. Rachel, have fun with your family trip. Kelyn, have fun in Chiang-Mai with the kids. Everyone else without exams, have fun during the holidays. Everyone still having exams, JIAYOU OKAY. :D

And yes. I'm rambling. Ttyl! Hopefully I'll be able to get a computer in Vietnam. ;D

Whee. First day of holidays. I have nothing to do! xD

Okay actually I have things to do, but later. First, past two days.

Monday, second last day of school. Movie marathon, watched 10 Promises I Made to My Dog. It was quite sad and touching. Like quite a few of us were crying/sobbing when Socks died. Haiz. I just can't deal with the idea of mortality. After that, classroom clean-up. Did nothing! Oh, somebody stole Wendi's money. Ouch, man. Ouch. But that was that for that day. Three thats!

Tuesday, last day of school. CLASS PARTY! (And Ping Yen's birthday) The cake was uber chocolate luh, I couldn't even eat more than two slices. Dark chocolate to the max. But otherwise, damn fun. Then off to auditorium for YH Assembly, quite okay luh hahah. The walkie-talkies are super fun! Lol, don't mind me. Then down to the field, sang batch song, watched plenty of balloons being released. We didn't even know the batch song lyrics! Hahahahhahahha. To the hall, headmaster's farewell assembly, sang a few lines from "You Raise Me (Us) Up", after that boliaoed. I can't fathom why anybody would take a fire extinguisher and use it in a project room, heh. Okay, that's that for that day.

And. What's on today? Nothing, cept for church stuff in the evening. Camp publicity! LOL. And slacking in church; I got El to go! Wahahahhahhahah. So random, okay. So, caroling in the night, before home sweet home. I don't know, can someone explain to me, why do my parents think it unsuitable for me to be out until 10+? They don't mind me going to school until midnight, and school's farther away from home than church! It's not like I'm going to church to party or whatever random stuff. How much can happen to me in the half hour that I'm going home? I hope God sends someone who can explain to my parents that I'll be okay, I'll be fine. Because I sure can't, but I want them to know that I can take care of myself, at least for two times a week.

But until then, it's boringness at home. You know, I foresee myself playing random lame games throughout the holidays. Heh.

Ciao!

Hmm. Yesterday was a whirlwind of emotions haha, if I can't find anything else to describe it. After school, went for rehearsals like 4 hours straight, then had a short break. Popped by Bishan stadium to pick something up then chiong back to school for final briefing. So nervous la!

I wonder why she's so freaked when I ask her to help me. >< Never mind, didn't need it after all. Lucky I decided to let my hair grow, emo-ness ftl. Lol. THE CROWD WAS FRICKING HUGE. Okay. So before you sing/act/whatever, you have to get into character right? Lol! Game face on, then.

So yea, when I went up I was freaking nervous. Just included that in my song feeling luh haha. Ms. Kuo is just too critical. Ask me why the tone of the song so emo, I tell her it's supposed to be sung that way, she say she don't care. Wthell ._> And personally I feel that because the judges aren't professional, they're swayed by the audience and the fan base of each contestant. Which is bad, seeing as my fan base is so hopeless. Haiz. In the end, consolation prize (what was it, a handshake?) >< Mr. Law's comments were just plain... weird. Heh.

Congrats to Greg and Aaron, heh. I'm jealous about your fans. Especially Greg. Lol! But still, congrats. We all deserved to be up there (contrary to some people's beliefs), but oh well, it was the song choice and the audience that mattered in the end. Have fun with your MP3 and PSP.

I don't know, I personally really don't know how I fared. I think I did okay, but some people said I was great, others said I failed, or I sucked. I don't get it. I mean, I know some people who really say what they feel, and they said I did good, but the others, especially those that don't really like me (pfft) just said I sucked. It's expected I guess, but I don't know. I personally think I lost out because of fan base and the judges ><

Okay comments comments. Mr. Raymond Png, good voice, good looks, good feeling. Thanks sir. Mr. Law, EYES TO KILL??? Whuuuut man, I didn't have eyes to kill. Angry, sad maybe. Not to kill. Big diff. And what was that about your mother's favourite singer! >_> Ms. Kuo, I shall reiterate myself, Saosin said that this song was about their disappointment about how people are becoming depressed because of stuff, and that their encouraging them to live through it. Go listen to the real stuff, seriously, because the song is a sad one. You can't possible change a song to make it sound happy, that would be just wrong.

Ahbi, can we try to get more professional judges the next time round? >< No offense to the judges yesterday, but some of the comments were just unnecessary, really.

I don't get one more thing, you know. Why do so many people think I faked the song? Just because you've never heard me sing before doesn't mean I can't sing, and just because I sound different means I can only sing in one tone and then my other voices are faked. Wthell. >_>

Anyway, overall a good performance, a good show, albeit a bit disappointing on my part. FAN BASE RAWR. But I don't know if I had fun, I don't think I did. I think I have more fun jamming with a band and all that. Heh. Maybe I'll try again next year, we'll see how it goes.

Cheer up, David, it isn't the end of the world. You just lost a measly singing competition! No biggie heh.

I wonder why God didn't answer my prayers. I'll never understand Him. I prayed for support, I got booed, I prayed for calmness, I was freaking out. Haiz. But I shouldn't doubt Him, it's all in His plan.

Okay. Bowling with the guys from church later. Ciao!

Ohmigosh RAFFLESIAN SPOTLIGHT TOMORROW!

I hope I'm ready for it. I pray God'll be with me throughout the event, being my pillar of strength and support, and that He'll make everything go fine. I know He will.

And I also know that He's sent me all my friends, who I know will cheer me on tomorrow, and be there with me through thick and thin.

Let's go, people. I know we can do this. (:

Hey, thanks.

I think, I think I'm better now.

My parents are FUCKING retarded. My GPA's a 2.72, up 0.5 from my progress report 2. And my parents have to be so damn anal about the math scores. So what if it's a 2.0 or a 1.6? At least I worked hard to pull my GPA up right?

And I had the delusion that parents were supposed to encourage their children. How encouraging can it be when you feel you've worked hard and your results show that you've worked hard and in the end your parents scold you? I mean, how would you feel if you did something great, but for a small reason your parents/whoever doesn't give a shit and just reprimands you for doing stuff wrongly?

HOW WOULD YOU FUCKING FEEL.

And then my mom goes and PMSes, for NOTHING AT ALL. And now my dad wants me to give up computer games and church practices and outings with friends, JUST TO PLAY PIANO AND DO MATH? ONE WEEK AFTER MY EOYS? Tell me if that isn't crazy. Please.

Give me a break. No One Voice, No carolling, No Tofu Team, No outings with friends, No computer games, what the hell.

I personally think you're a hypocrite, because you say I never listen to you, but since when do you ever listen to me? And since when do you look at yourself to see what faults you have? NEVER. If you want to encourage me, then stop wasting your time crying about me behind my back and TAKE SOME ACTION.

But oh, sadly, you never listen to my suggestion. I keep on trying to tell you the way you're handling me is WRONG. But noooo, you must insist it's right and blow me off. Thank you so much for that.

Take a leaf out of your own book, you. And open your ears, because my patience is running thin. At the very least I'm trying to talk to you, but if you don't want to listen, then I shan't talk. I think my friends have better ears than you, seriously.

Which is why I'm so much closer to them than I am to you, if you ask me. So don't ask me why I treat my friends better than you.

Okay let's get this clear once and for all. I HATE IT when imposters tag on my tagboard. And at the very least, if you want to be an imposter, PLEASE do not be so obvious. That Deep(er) was just plain fail. And stop insinuating that I don't have any friends, you people out there. Because I'm sure that I do have friends. And nothing you say will change that.

It's not like my friends will disappear one by one just because some idiot out there says that I have non-existent friends. So give it up, I do have friends.

Okay now that that's out of my system... WHAT TO DO! I'm freaking out of boredom. If I was so bored before the exams, what about now!?!?!?!? I'm going to lie down and die, lol. Results coming back tomorrow! I am sooooo freaked. Freakedfreakedfreaked. Because I think I screwed up. ;D

Let's see. What's coming up. RAFFLESIAN SPOTLIGHT URGH. Also going to freak out over that one xD Anyway thanks everyone who's been supporting me so far! Hope to see you guys there.

Okay I'll post again when I find something to post about.

OH WAIT. PMC CUP 2008! Rawr. So many people went down to support! Or at least do something hahhaa. Thanks Sam, Sam and Marie for keeping score, El for pictures, Kelyn for just slacking around :D

Won our first 2 matches 1-0, thought we were off to a good start, before a shock defeat by Kevin's team, what a lucky goal. 0-1. Someone tried to dribble out of a corner, got robbed of the ball by someone else who chipped it over me, tried to slice it away but Justin was on hand to just clumsily bundle it into goal. Haiz. Wasted. Fourth match, won 4-0, great booster, before losing 2-4 to Mikepache. Stupid first two goals, everyone was demoralised. We scored through Daryl Ho with an absolute screamer, but after the first two goals it was lousy. When it was 1-3 we pulled one back before I let in a stupid ball in my near post. Sheeeeesh. Blew up after that lol, but nothing happened. After that, against Team Werks, the highest scoring team thus far, did very well against them at first, 2-0 up. Ohwell. Then some guy opened up the wound on my knee, I was on the floor and he still goes and puts the ball in the net. GREAT sportsmanship, you know. Never mind, still in the lead 2-1. But then stupid ref (are you Mike Riley?!) goes and gives them a goal when the person kicked the ball straight out of my hands. I already had full bloody control! Pffffft. So, a wasted draw, 2-2 in the end. Final match, easy one which we won say, 4-1? Yeap.

In the end, 4th placing, a bit sad because we could have gotten 2nd at least! Refereeing is deaded. Oh well, just for fun anyway. I had my happy times too hahahaha. Anyway, it was a bad day in the least, I lost my NB shoes. Idiot who stole it, I hope you get struck down by God. Barbecue dinner after that, CAMWHORING OWNS YOU. xD But the barbecue was really nice haha. Okay, prize-giving! Four prizes, first one worth $120 2 hours non-peak booking at Sports Planet East Coast, second worth $90 1 hour peak booking at Sports Planet East Coast, third worth $60 Lotto shoe bags for all team members, and fourth Lotto socks for all team members. So first place gets to choose which one they want, they took the bags, second took the socks, third took the 1 hour booking, so the 4th team (that's us) got the most expensive prize!

By the way, I'm asking you guys, Deep, Wendy, PY, Suwe, WANT GO PLAY OR NOT! We looking for people to play with :D

Back to the story. Went and slacked until around 10, so boliao! But the breakwater was cool haha.


I can header!~

Okay after that was totally wasted, went home to sleep. My parents want me to pay half of my next pair of shoes, how dumb is that; not like I want those shoes, I need them! Zzzzz. Never mind, listen to them ba.

Ttyl.

I'm seriously drop dead tired. Lol.

Happy birthday Leon and Sam Wong! Hahahahhaha. Hope you guys enjoyed your cake today lol. ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR REMAINING PAPERS KAY? Chill, it'll be over soon. ;D 16 years old already, tsktsk. Old people hahahahha! I like Jazlyn's message on your shirt, Sam. If you know what I'm talking about. Hahahahahhaaahahahhaha.

Seeya guys.

Lol I'm so bored now.

OIP trainings, RS stuff, church stuff, man, I'm bored. LOL.

Ahh okay I'm not bored. But I'm a bit sian.

Hmm. What to do, what to do.

Lol.

YES IT'S ALL OVER. Now I can sit back and relax and be worried for those of my friends still doing O levels. Hahahahhahhaa. Jia you kay!

I don't have anything to do now D: STUPID LA. Tomorrow house meeting in school at 10.30, I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING ON LEH. Then go all the way to Bishan for 2 hours -.- Haiz. Never mind, must sacrifice for house yea.

I NEED TO CHILL. And maybe go bowling/skating/cycling/running/badminton-ing or whatever. Lol. I'm reducing myself to just playing computer games, how hopeless is that. Loool.

Oh well, I'm going to find something to keep me a BIT busy at least. Ciao!

Yay today was great great great fun. Morning, woke up at 4.30 (like, wthell?!) to go to Changi Exhibition Centre for the New Balance Real Run, yeap. Did maybe around, 5km before stopping because Shaun and I had to get back to church for his SVL stuffs. But it was a good 5km, maybe a bit slower than the pace of 2.4km? But for some reason I felt better than I did during NAPFA, even though I haven't trained in ages/ages/ages/ages. Rawr. I'm going to go running more now x)

Then chiong back to church in a cab, we had to call for one because Changi Aviation Road is so ulu! And even then we had to walk and walk and walk out of the exhibition center... dots. Anyway the cabbie we got was really skillz. Shaun asked him to drive a bit faster and he went like damn fast man. LOL. Thanks so much to him that we weren't anymore later for church than we already were. Heh. But we were locked out for quite awhile, because Pastor Aaron felt we needed to learn the lesson of punctuality. Lol.

Yeap, sermon on Methodist distinctions: Social Holiness. Not too hard to understand >< Hahaha. Oh oh oh there's this guy Matthew who came back from Australia for a holiday and he's going to fly back but he's coming back for NS. Lol. So cool right. Okay maybe not that cool. But still nice.

Yeap. I STANK THE WHOLE DAY MAN. Because I didn't have time to even take a shower after the run, and lunch was a really really messy affair. Happy birthday Yi Ying! :D Finally your dedication is going up hahahhahhahaha. Anyway, it's too bad your birthday was so close to the O levels, I'm sure the guys would've planned something bigger if it wasn't. But oh well, you're officially 16! Hahahahhahahah, enjoy it while you can, even though O levels are here. And thanks so much for helping make my time in church thus far a good one. All the best for your exams kay?? We'll, as Benji puts it, choose a movie to watch after your O's end. Hahahahahhhha. Jiayou!

Yeap so chocolate cake! Really really strong hahhaha. Then lunch lunch lunch. Before rushing back for TOFU meeting (still stinking, lucky I don't have body odor), we did SO MUCH today you know! I think we've done more in those three hours than in all our meetings since we were first called together for this ahhahahhaa. It's not that we're all dumb and devoid of ideas for an enjoyable camp/tofu, it's just that we need someone to give us a nudge in the right direction. And today that someone was Shaun. The difference between this meeting and the previous ones was obvious, really really it was. Can hardly wait! :D

So zao-ed before it started raining, lucky sia. Just reached the bus stop when it started pouring like siaooooo. Thank God it didn't rain in the morning, or else the dirt trail would be... mud-slinging, literally. Ahahahaha.

Man... tomorrow's my last two papers and I'm hardly prepared for them! Stupid lar... I hardly even studied these past two days, I MUST STAY UP LATE AND MUG TILL I DROP DEAD ON THE FLOOR. That reminds me, I should pack my lit books now. Afk.

Okie back and all packed lol. But seriously yesterday and today was so busy! x) Yesterday music in the morning, as usual, then go to church to pick up my stuff before cabbing over to East Coast Park for futsal! :D WTFC is going to own this year, as long as we don't do anything stupid. Hehe. Then Kevin gave us a lift back to church where I was supposed to study and then go for taekwondo. But my lil' bro was sick, so I didn't feel like going for tkd, so I stayed in church and watched One Voice do their practice hahahhahaha. Then went for supper with everyone. RAMLY BURGERS FTWWWWWW.

Yeap. I really am going to rejoice tomorrow, I really am. LAST TWO PAPERS MAN. MUST DO REASONABLY WELL!!! And I'm going to taupok Tim, and Darren. Pfffft. Talking about taupok, we should think of a new name for tofu! C'mon guys hahahahhahahaha.

KAYAKING FOR TOFU TEAM OUTING MAN LET'S GO WHEE. Orrrrr we could go and slack around at West Coast Park. BUT KAYAKING IS FUN-NER! xDD

Okay, lots of things to do now, gotta go, bye! Maybe I'll come back again later. Hahahahhahaha.

BUT FIRST, STUDY. LAST TWO PAPERS I'M HAPPY!!!

And, GOOD LUCK ALL PEOPLES TAKING O LEVELS! I know you can do great and get whatever JC or Poly you want to go to.

CHEERS!

Yea hahahha Physics wasn't all that bad. I'm actually quite confident. And I know that You'll be with me where ever I go. That I'm sure of.

Oh well. After physics, went to Pizza Hut for lunch, then boliao-ed awhile in j8 before going home to change and go to Safra Tampines to play badminton. I'm horribly rusty ><

And today's my official break! No studying for me, no thank you. Hahahhaha. But tomorrow and Sunday all-out man.

What on this weekend... Saturday piano lesson, then go church pick up some stuff, then off to Sports Planet for futsal! :D :D Haahahaa then back to church to slack before going off to tkd training. Hehe.

Sunday... NB Real Run in the morning! x) Hopefully can finish in less than an hour luh. Then... over to church for service, I think I'll be dead tired hehehe. Then tofu meeting! Logistics lol.

Man. What to do now. Oh well, I don't feel worried about my past tests. That's a good thing I guess. Cheers!

Whatever results we get, its all by God's blessing. When you do well, you know its not by your own strength, but by God's grace. So even if you do badly, that in a way is God's gift to you, because we know that in all things, God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to His purpose so He is able to turn all things bad into everything good for you.

Because He loves you.

Thanks, Rach.

I hate EOYs.

I hate sickness and the flu and sneezing and coughing.

And I hate Jasdeep.

Screw off, all... 6 of you, please.

And I want to run again. Runrunrun.

But only when those 6 screw off. Sadly.

At least one of them will be gone by this time next Monday. I look forward to that.

Although Chem was a total disaster, and Chinese wasn't too good either. Social studies seems okay, English too, except for the commentary. How can I control my sneezing when I'm sick, you fool? You think I want to sneeze? I prepared so bloody well for this test and suddenly I fall sick and I can't remember nuts.

What've I done wrong to deserve this, Lord.. Help me out here, please.

You wrestle with the sinner's heart-

Okay, two days to blog about hehe.

Saturday, I thought there was piano lesson, so I woke up at like 9.15, took one look at the clock, freaked out and chionged. Then I called my mom, asked her if there was lesson, and in the end there WASN'T! Waste my time and taxi money sia. Then went for lunch before going to HT to practice the new songs. Then left at three before rushing over to soccer fellowship!

It was a total BLAST, man. Went on for the Blues, wasn't involved much at the start. Samuel scored one, then we earned a corner, and I was the only one around, so I just took it, and hoped for the best. It did happen, actually hahaha. Marcus rose the highest to loop a header into the far side of the net. And a few minutes after that, there was some neat passing between Samuel and JZ before the loose ball fell to me, and I fed it back for Samuel to make to mistake, putting it past the keeper at the near post. Fourth goal came not too long after, with a sneaky ball crossed by JZ and a defensive mix up to let me get by the near post before the ball cannoned off my shin into the net. Half-time score, 4-0.

As the second half started, most of us were quite refreshed. Samuel was a major force in midfield, and he proved his worth when he saw me making a run, weighted the ball perfectly for me to take one touch and pass it off to Pang Shi, who took a first-time shot. It cannoned off Maurice back into his path, and he made no mistake the second time, scrambling it into goal. By this time the morale of the Reds wasn't that great, and they made several defensive errors. Another corner was conceded, and I took it with a low flighted ball into the box which was miscued by Andy and Samuel leaving Joel with the simple ball of side footing it home. My brace came soon after that, with Andy playing a pass across the face of his defence to Maurice. He didn't see me nip in around him, and left with the easy task of passing the ball into goal, I made no mistake. (In your face, people. Wahaha.) Sandwiched in between these two goals was an amazing half-volley by Samuel from outside the box, which the keeper could only just manage to push over the crossbar. Final score, 7-0 to the Blues.

It was a great day of running and passing, albeit marred just slightly with the appearance of four cramps to Me, Marcus, Daniel and Justin. We must remember to warm up properly before we play! x) Youths aren't that invincible, after all, haha. Everyone was joking about how we should rename it the Fellowship of Cramps. Lol!

Hopefully our PMC Cup practice will be just as fruitful next weekend.

After soccer fellowship, went back to church to be boliao for some time. Nothing much to say haha, then went for taekwondo. I'm so disappointed luh, I didn't get a double promotion. Haiz. Oh well, there's always next time. x) Let's go hhaaha.

Next day...

Morning, went to church, sermon about learning haha. And a really lol advertisement for caroling! Hahahhaa. Then rushed over to HT to help with P&W, it was a GREAT IMPROVEMENT from last time hahhaa. Must better luh. Partially choice of songs, I guess. And we did pray for it. (: Then rushed back to PMC for lunch and TOFU meeting. At the beginning we were really like quiet, and so we need Bertrand to get us started haha, but after awhile the ideas started flowing in a sense, I guess. So we decided on the timeline for the next coming weeks, the committee members and some of the games we might decide to use. xD Yes we're an unproductive bunch. But hopefully the coming meetings will be more fruitful yea. And I really hope El stays on with the team, she's really great. :D :D Read here, you! Hahahahah, just joking. Okay.

After that stoned around in the youth lounge playing pool and boliao-ing. Then went to Novena Square (so far away right!?!??!) for the lame reason of picking up my NB Real Run stuffs. Lol! Then I came home, had dinner, and now I'M BLOGGING! Hahaha. I'm lame. Thanks.

I just realised how little studying I actually got in this weekend. I'm hopeless haiz. Ahahahaha. Okay back to studying. 5 papers next week! Rawr. Ciao.

No time to post now lol, will post tomorrow, I promise. See you!

Short summary of today anyway. No piano lesson -.- So went to HT to help with P&W before rushing over to East Spring for Soccer fellowship. Got LOTS to write about on that count. Then cabbed over to PMC to study/slack/eat CHICKEN RICE. I seem to be living on it now hahahhaa.

Okay tomorrow then.

Lol today was a total whirlwind. Total.

Stupid bus always comes at such WEIRD timings! Either I'm just on time, really late, or just late. -.- I'm never too early, which is really lame dots! Physics was quite normal, did practice questions. I got a 3.2! :D 28/30 for my performance task, hehe.

Then PE played handball, scored some nice goals, Deep was being his usual self. Lalala.

Then we were going to do revision in Math, before Mrs. Tan asked someone to pull the screen down, Bob told me to do it (-.-) and I literally pulled the screen down. And it landed on my arm. How damn LOL it was. HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA. Seriously la, everybody was laughing about how "strong" I was and about the "Josiah effect". Josiah shouldn't sit so close to unstable things. Looool. But anyway, went to ice it, then after icing I realized it swelled damn badly, so during Chem I left school early to get it checked out. Have you seen someone with a serious fracture, not a hairline one? The bone sticks out. How gruesome pfft.

Yea so went to the doctor's, he checked it out, said it wasn't likely to be a fracture, but I should monitor it for the next few days. Muscle contusion LOL. Lucky I'm the one who went and pulled the thing down, not Josiah or anyone else. Because I'm LEFT HANDED :D :D So I can still take my exams (xP) Not a good way of putting it ahhha.

But it's just too bad it isn't a fracture D: I mean, with a muscle contusion, it's injured anyway, so you can't really use it right? But with a fracture... YOU GET A CAST! How cool is that la! xD Okay my viewpoints are warped, I know. But casts are just so cool :D ESPECIALLY THOSE IN BRIGHT LUMINOUS PINK. Wahahahahhahahhaha.

But the doctor just put some gel on it. Haiz. It's a good thing I guess. Means I can play House Carn! x) My dad wants to complain to the school haha, says it's unsafe. Stress fracture sia; never maintain tsktsk.

Oh well. Going to church later to study SS with the O'Level-ers. Hehe. See you around!

P.S It's so WEEEEIIIRRRD. I mean, every other school's exams end tomorrow. Ours START tomorrow! Wthellllllll. Agree with me, you know you want to. But I guess we can't complain ._> O-Levels start the day ours end. Haha xD

Jiayou everybody!

I am not unhappy anymore! I am normal now. And I've finally got all the overdue projects OFF MY BACK. So now it's time for full-blown mugging like I've never done before.

One or two more weeks left before I go crazy. Please let those weeks pass quickly. But no so quickly until I can't finish all my papers. =X

Pffft! So far so good, revision's going not too badly, I can handle most of the math and chemistry, physics might need a bit more help though. Lalala.

Man, I need more willpower hehe. So boliao la! Everyone else's exams end so early, unlike ours. 20th last paper leh! D: RAWR.

Oh well. Nothing much to blog about; I want a PSP! xD Randomness. Sorry.

Another time then.

I feel much better now. But I think it's only temporary. The disappointment's going to come back in one form or another.

But I know you guys will be there, whoever my friends are. I know how fiercely loyal some of you are. The others, you'll stay with me anyway, won't you?

So.

((:

Lol! I am not an emo freak. :D

Just felt really disappointed, because I wanted Moor captaincy so much. But I guess this year just wasn't meant to be my year. Especially because of my grades. Haiz.

But thanks for waking me up. I appreciate it.

You people better watch out. If you think it's cause of my grades that's why I'm not Moor captain, then you watch out. I'm going to smash every single stereotype about me. Watch out.

I swear.

But for now, all I can do is wait for another chance. Like someone said, Sec 4 life won't be a waste of time even though I'm not a leader. I'm going to try to make the best of what I have right now, and the other stuff that I'm committed too, as much as I am for Moor. Tofu, taekwondo, whatever.

Although that really won't stop disappointment from eating me inside out. The moment I came into RI, the first thing really inspired me wasn't the school song, the flags, the history, the whatever. It was Moor House's captain, Daryl's attitude and charisma that made me set an actual definite goal for the time that I spend in RI. And actual goal. Something that I do, really really very rarely.

And that goal was to work as best as I could for the Moor captaincy.

Three years down the road, that dream has been shattered. Not because I didn't live up to my own expectations in serving the house, rather, because I didn't live up to the expectations required from a student. And that's the reality of it all. Not because I've been inactive in the house, not because I haven't been proactive regarding the house. Because of my studies.

Just before they announced captaincy, my heart was beating so badly. Such that I was nearly going to black out. And then my nicely fabricated world just came crashing down and reality set in, and I just stone. And stone. And stone. Everything I worked so hard for failed to materialise. Something that I've actually worked for and towards.

And I don't even have the support of the people I called my friends. Some help you guys are.

Why the hell do I feel like crying now? And why is it I can't cry?

SOMEONE ANSWER THOSE QUESTIONS.

And I don't need mollycoddling. I'm not some kid who'll give up everything if he doesn't get what he wants. So don't tell me that I'm good enough if I'm not; don't tell me things that aren't true: don't tell me to keep my head up when I just can't. Because right now, I can't. At least for the time being.

But thanks for trying to help. Really.

I just need some time, maybe a little more than a little to get over this. But I'll bounce back, as I always do. I hope. Some setbacks are greater than others.

This is one of them. Don't tell me you've felt the same way before, because I don't think you know the feeling of being totally crushed. Totally. The disappointment's just sitting in there, making me so damned uncomfortable.

Just bear with me, and I promise you, I'll be back. Better than ever. You just watch and see.

I'm not going to let them win. I'm never going to let them win. It's up to me to make the most of what I have, and I plan to do so. It's time for a major overhaul. And nobody's going to stop me from doing what I want to do. I don't need Moor house leadership, or any leadership for the matter, to do what I'm passionate about. It's about me; not you, not anyone else. Although you being there with me when I'm triumphant would make the victory all the more sweeter.

I'm going to do this. I know it. Just. Watch. And. See. I'll shut all my critics up; I promise.

War on terror, war of terror

War. It is two men unhesitant to pull the trigger, to annihilate each other. It is when fire rains from the sky to reduce civilization and people to dust. It is when one man’s wrath takes away another man’s freedom. War: detestable, but innately within every single one of us.

In Proverbs 6:16-19, “These six things doth the Lord hate: yea, seven are an abomination unto him.” One of these “six things” is but “hands that shed innocent blood”.

Innocence: Is it something we can weigh for others? Is war’s justice painfully dealth, or a mere means to feed our intrinsic bloodlust?

To me, those deafening cracks from cannons, blinding nuclear weapons, are only to drown out of the cries for security within the soldier; to hide what a nation truly is.

Indeed, war is a result of almost all of the seven carnal sins: Gluttony, Greed, Wrath, Envy and Pride. It is our inherent tendency to sin that fuels the madness of war. Yet, it is also these undesirable transgressions that have brought us to the state we are in today. We did not build sky-scrapers, golf courses, cars and other manmade whatnots we enjoy today; we did not build them: we destroyed what was in their original place. We blasted the rock that took millions of years to form merely to obtain metals using the oil and gases we forced the land to surrender to our selfish selves. We set ablaze trees we deemed ugly, shrubs we deemed too prickly, and over this burned wreckage we made beautiful trees grow in neat little rows and columns. Our automobiles are powered by the fossilized remains of our ancestors; ancient organic matter which the beast that is metal compresses and combusts.

What we have today, is nothing but the result of our war with nature. There is no such thing as peace. From the moment our stone-age ancestors cleft their primitive axes into the first unnaturally-fallen tree, war began.

It truly is depressing. We all know this. It is just since the dawn of time whence we took up the burden of weapons of war, guilt, fear and remorse has made that burden far too heavy to put back down.

But I write this not because of war, but because of hope. We were all made imperfect. Every gem was created flawed, yet that does not prevent the gem from shining like the true beauty it was meant to be. Our tendencies to sin do not stop us from trying to be better people. For every vice, there is virtue; for wrath, there is serenity; for envy, there is happiness; for pride, there is humility; and, for every person that exists on this war-torn world we live in, there is a hero within.

It is only up to us to allow our disgusting habits to wreck our lives and that of others, or arm ourselves with hope, kindness and generosity to forge a better time ahead of us. It is only up to us to pull the trigger on each other, or make an effort to forgive and forget. There is always a better option to war, for the shield may protect the material body, but faith will guard the courageous spirit.

- Bob Yong, 3A

For the win, dude!

Today was boring at worst, boring at best. Heh, why does my life seem so boring? OH RIGHT. Exams are round the corner. Pfft. I can't wait to get them over with. By the way, I am now third on Facebook's "Who's got the biggest brain?" application. Heh.

And can you believe this, my chinese GPA is 3.2!!! =O Hahahahhahahhaa. Ownage luh. Anyway. First period English, went through last year's EOY, then Philo, did Math. I have a REALLY COLOURFUL formula sheet! xD Stupid Wendy and Shien and Zac were spoofing it wthell?? LOL.

Then math, finished coordinate geometry. We are behind time! Which means we are consistent, according to Bob. LOL? Hahahhahaha. Recess was boliao, then Chinese. Heh, we beat her back to class by like, a minute. So close luh! Heng sia. Social studies, just go through what we learnt before, like always.

Bio.. OHMYGOSH THAT REMINDS ME. Have to pick up Mr. Law's SSQs from Edulearn. Hee. Anyway, got back practical results... I beat Dhivian! But I feel bad for him, it wasn't really fair haha.

Anyway. Stupid PSLs got meeting after school, so I went to 1A slack with Martyn and Steve. It's really dumb la, Wendy didn't appeal successfully either, but he goes and talks with Mr. Law and poof, he's a *&#^ing PSL. And what about poor me? I talk to Mr. Law too, but oh no, I don't get a concrete answer. That's great luh. My life is &^%$ing crashing down round me. No Moor House Captaincy, no good CCA, no PSLship, there's nothing left in school to really LIVE for.

Why do you think I go to church so often? Sheesh. I want to freaking get out of this lifeless husk I'm living in and break free. Stop chaining me down; I know I can do so much more than this.

I shall lament again. No PSL, no House Captaincy. How the hell is Secondary 4 life going to be enjoying and fulfilling without those two things? Pointless. Totally pointless.

Exams please come faster, and then holidays please come faster, and then we'll dance until the end of time. Let's go; just that bit more.

What the hell. Some random asshole just called me and asked me if I was David, I said yes, then he told me to stop disturbing a certain someone. I asked him who I was disturbing, then he asked me to think, who do I think I'm disturbing. I said I don't think I'm disturbing anyone, he call me fucker, jibai, then tell me to meet him at Tampines Mall. So I say I don't have any time for this, he tell me give them my address. Who the hell do they think they are?

They know that I'm from freaking RI. They know my handphone number. What the hell. Only know how to call me vulgar things. And the problem is that I don't even have a concrete idea of who I'm disturbing! A few different people maybe, but none of them so... crazy to go call people come harass me right?

What the hell man. I'm so fucking freaked now. I hate. I HATE whoever backstabbed me like this. What the hell did I ever do to deserve this shit?

FUCK. IT.

Today was quite boliao! Seriously. RE Congress was quite no-point (no offense) because I don't think any of us paid much attention. >< Especially the last part. The talk by Dr. William Tan was not too bad, but then none of us went for the RESL fair, instead choosing to slack in one of the classrooms. And for the project presentations, we just stoned throughout. Not many of us actually got what the projects were about -.-

Then we played soccer for like, quite some time, and tried to convince Cal to stop his table-tennis madness and play soccer. He didn't. But Suwe, Ping Yen and Wendy were damn joker la! Pretend to be Cal's girlfriends. SUPER GAY LOL.

Then went to Marine Parade library to study with Symone, Kimberly and Sean. Lol. But I didn't teach Sym her chem! Lol I feel so guilty. And I sneaked coffee up to the third floor! xD Then when the girls had a craving for McFlurries, we went to Parkway where I put my Starbucks voucher to good use. Hee. Two cups in an hour! Lol, so hyper. But for some reason I feel like sleeping now ._. AND Symone and Sean are crazy luh! (Kim READ THIS.)

Lol. Then Sean and I took a cab because I was waaaay past my curfew time. Sean lives so far into Kembangan luh! Took the cabbie about.. 15 minutes to find his way out? But at least at the end he cut off $2.70 from the bill. Nice guy, yea? Haha.

I don't know if I should say this, but I feel like getting a piercing. LOL. Just joking. It's a floater, that's all. But I can hardly wait for EOYs to end, then I'll be freeeee!

:D

Hopefully they'll come on later (:

Okay, just a really really short post before dinner.

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE TAKING THEIR EXAMS NOW. Especially N-levels and RGS EYAs. Jiayou yea!

Okay, not dinner.

Yes. No sec 4s allowed for House Carnival 2, WHICH MEANS MOOR IS GOING TO OWN. Let's go guys :D Whee.

And happy belated birthday to Colleen! xD 19 years old and counting, enjoy your Nano haha. (I forgot the to a birthday post on the original day! D:)

Today was quite boring rawr. Passed Wen Ya her Bio stuff, which was out of stock in Populars all over the island EXCEPT RI. Ahaha. But otherwise, DMP was not very remarkable, except that we won the Financial Literacy challenge and Wendi tried to cheat (tsktsk) by not deducting the loans! Dumb seh. Hahaha. Then I stoned in the OTHER financial lit class, tried to help them but didn't expect the retardedly gay scenario that came up next. Assembly was about STIs; they were teaching us how to properly use a condom? -.- Lol.

Then table-tennis until around 5, then j8 with Steve (SO CUTE RIGHT) (lol) and Joel TO FIFA STREET 3. Awesomeness man. I smacked Joel 8-1! :D

I hope TOFU and the Youth Camp at the end of the year go well :D AND I HOPE WE SMASH HOUSE CARN 2 like never before. But first, mug.

Mugmugmugmugmug.

Go rot in hell. I got into OIP to Vietnam, so I need to fill in the form and Edusave stuff by tomorrow. AND MY MOM WANTS TO SEE MY RESULTS BEFORE I CAN GO?!

350 bucks for a TWO WEEK TRIP overseas. It can't get any cheaper than this. And my RESULTS matter. Why is it all about results?? Who the HECK cares?! And it's not like I'm going there for a holiday, it's for a cause; for learning about their culture and all that.

I don't understand their obdurateness about this. As if telling me I won't be allowed to go for this will be a GREAT boost to my confidence, especially at this point in time. Totally no sensitivity about the issue. DO THEY ACTUALLY THINK I'M SLACKING OFF AND NOT DOING SHIT ABOUT MY GRADES.

Leave me bloody alone, you're not helping any one bit.

And recently I feel so damn sleepy. Yet nothing I'm doing is taking away the fatigue. Not helping one bit, either. Freak man.

Last period of math support today, rounded it off with a bang. Hopefully I'll do well. Wait, I know I'll do well. I have to do well, to show how much I appreciate the effort of the math teachers in tutoring us.

Last day of DMP tomorrow, too; marking the end of a period where I was a headless chicken most of the time, not knowing what I should do or where I should go. But hopefully I got some studying done, maybe it'll be enough to get me through EOYs, maybe not. We'll pray it's the latter.

And bloody hell, thanks so much Nat. Not that I blame you. Stupid virus got into my msn; thought it was a freaking video link. Now I have to use Windows.

Studying with someone tomorrow, I hope she can make it this time x| I need to study with someone! Or else I'll just zone out/fall asleep/use the comp. This is what friends are for ((:

And I hope the people I rely on to keep me entertained when I'm bored come online later today. I foresee a great deal of boredom lying ahead of you, David. Heh.

Pray for me, please. I need a lot of that these coming days if I want to survive.

You're not alone
There is more to this I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell.

Hopefully that'll happen to me [[:

OPTIMISM! CONFIDENCE! And of course, FRIENDS.

Today was a GREAT day. Piano lesson, normal stuff. Then go to church to help out the guys with card writing, but was too late, so just joined them for lunch. For some reason, I didn't study at all today! D: I FAIL.

The over-17s were playing laser tag, I was their "unofficial" photographer; IT'S SERIOUSLY DAMN FUN. Other than the fact that there were so many red ants there. Pffft. Jacko was so funny! xD And Shuan was just... Shaun. Lol. I want to play laser tag too. :D :D

Then rushed off to meet up with the soccer fellowship guys for their friendly against Kevin's club, ECG. Good scoreline, 3-1, although there's plenty of areas for us to improve. Had quite a few lucky breaks. And I hope I impressed on my home debut! xD Darn, the match report didn't say anything about me. =X LOL. Nah, I just hope I played well. Came on at half time, went off after twenty minutes or so. Had a couple of good runs down the right wing, but just not enough control to cross it into the box. Although I played a part in PMC's first goal; the opposing keeper was unsure of what to do, so I just pressured him into kicking the ball into me, the rebound fell to Tim and he just muscled past 2 defenders to put the ball into the net.

The first goal was quite a fluke though, with a long ball punted deep into our area unfortunately misjudged by Michael, who let it roll off his leg into the path of ECG's forward for the easy job of tucking it away into the net. But even before this goal there were warning signs of our opponent's intent. A through ball totally cut through our defense like a hot knife through butter, and although Michael came out, he couldn't close down the angle quick enough and the shot slipped through, only to be cut out by a brilliant clearing header off the line by Adrian (?).

After we scored though, morale was somewhat restored, and when PMC earned a free kick on the right, Sheldon floated it in inch-perfectly for Marcus, who was doing a brilliant job as left-back, to knock in a dipping header into the top left corner. And finally, Jing Zhong's lob dropped into Kevin's path neatly for Kevin to control it with his first touch, before pushing it forward, and holding off a defender, poke it past the keeper. 3-1 PMC.

It was a great experience for me, never having played as right winger/wing forward before, but I somewhat managed to do my job. Quick bursts of speed and individual skill down the right flank, yeap. BUT CROSSING MUST IMPROVE. Although good playing comes with experience; and I certainly don't have much of that. There's always room for improvement. Starting with my control at speed! xD

After the match, Kevin gave me a life to church, where I had dinner! All the other Sec 4s also crashed the pizza party =X Lol, there was more than enough for everybody though. And after that, went into the chapel to just slack off with Shaun and Shel and Isaac. Before realising how late I was for taekwondo class and rushing off in a cab. Yea man, the whites are going to spar next week. Heh.

I'm so jealous you know! So many of my friends are going to watch the F1 grand prix! I am unhappy at the availability of tickets for them and the unavailability for me. But I agree with Symone; watching cars go round and round a track isn't that exciting. It's like watching, oh, a 10km run? You usually fall asleep. Hahahaha.

I still haven't found a good song to sing, you know! I mean, it must be able to show off my voice, yet it can't be out of my range. And we know that means there are that handful of songs that I can sing. Haiz. Help me choose, someone!

Church tomorrow, and I MUST STUDY. Rachel shall keep me on track. Thank you so much! :DD

Okay. Back to practising singing. I must win, okay. A PSP awaits my grasp. So do not suan me. If a 14-year-old can get into university, anything on earth isn't impossible. Confidence!

Byee!~

Wander off in the evergreen park

Yay. I still haven't chosen a good song for Rafflesian Spotlight. EVERYONE MUST COME SUPPORT! :D

Today has to be one of the worst days in my life rawr. Totally nothing to do in the morning, dead tired, the person I depend on for someone to talk to was busy (not that it matters; your work is more important :D), CLE was honestly just a waste of time, and worst of all:

Wa lao.... I didn't get Moor Captaincy. Sheesh man. Not even vice capt. In the end, Jiarong is captain and Adil/Eddy vice captains.

I just don't believe it.. I'm so dedicated to the house. Haiz. Oh well, doesn't mean I can't contribute. And I know the other 3 are just as capable in leading the house and striving for glory. Can't be selfish where that is concerned. It was a close call, in the end, according to the teachers.

But just before the announcement, my heart was seriously beating really hard. Totally scary. And after it came out that I wasn't captain it just suddenly slowed. And I just realized what had happened. Heh. Ms. Grace picked up on my emoness >_>

Oh well. I'm still going to do my best for the house, as I always have done. Adil seems really into it, so does Jia Rong. I'm sure we can do this as a team guys, and bring the glory that Moor deserves back. Starting with the hyping up of the lower sec guys! :D As a team. MoorExco'09 ftw.

So basically now, the Exco is... Jia Rong (Capt), Eddie (V. Capt), Adil (V. Capt), Suwe, Stephen, Me, Eugene Phua (ugh), Naishad and Sheng Xiong (is this the correct spelling?). Come on guys. I know we can do this. I can feel it in my bones. And even if we don't work out that good, remember to have FUN. I know I'll try to, at the least.

And just now I just felt, I don't know, insecure. I feel like people are expecting too much of me, and when I can't live up to those expectations, they disdain me. But I guess I'm just being paranoid.. Chill, David. The world isn't ending yet.

Although I'm just that tad bit crushed cause I'm not captain. ='(

Yeah man. The New Balance Real Run is back. And I'm going for it! WOOT.

10km of mud-slinging trail coming up on the 19th, hehe. And Shane and Shaun are going too. Pwnzors! It's fun luh, believe me :D

I know it's in the middle of EOYs, but OH WELL. The experience is worth it. [[:

Today was just boring. Math support, then table tennis all the way =X And a bit more math mugging! I'm going to mug in the gym everyday now pfft.

Ta.

Yay today was funfun. Morning, church, service about evangelism! xD I had to leave halfway with Vic, Kelyn, Benji, El, Jing Jing to go meet the P6s (Emily you ponner). El and I are seriously not too lucky hahahhaha. The other four had such nice, well-behaved, quiet groups! Ours was like, ohmygosh HYPERACTIVE. Pfft. Never mind. El, next week, swap the groups around ;D Perfect solution.

Yeap, at least they seem interested in joining YMpact next year, hopefully they'll stay on, and we'll be successful orientators (no such word, btw)! I hope we do good. (: Just need to be patient with them, I guess. So noisy! xD

Oh, there was a new guy in church today =) Marco, studying at Hwa Chong International, from Canada here for a year, because his dad's working here! Welcome to PMC, Marco. Guess what his shirt read. Serious. Go on, it isn't that hard.

It said Polo! xD xD xD I am so lame, I know. Ah wells. So yea, introduced him to everyone, hope he enjoys his stay here. Joined us for lunch, where Benji ate green noodles (._>) and yea, we just talked a lot of random stuff, as we always do.

Back to church, didn't study much today. Just not in the mood xD Had a couple of good games of pool though, although I lost both. Nice shots ahahaha. Then played Scrabble with Yi Ying and Benji, won 298-146-124. xD Requites. IS A WORD MUAHAHAHAHHA. Bingo, 86 points. Then played.. uh.. what's that. I don't remember the name! Some game about growing beans and harvesting them ._. Benji is a master bean grower! Heh.

Then Benji had to rush home because he had to get home oh... half an hour before we finished the bean game? Lol. So Shadows with the remaining guys (and girl) who weren't studying. Shadows is seriously really fun :D

And then slowly slowly wait for the camp comm meeting to finish, then went to eat random stuff with Jacko, Nat and Jes. Then went home! xD Nothing else to do mah. D: So boring right my life.

I wanna join One Voice and Program. Haha, after the exams I guess. Day by day seems to pass so slowly, but looking back, time really flied this year, especially. I think I'm looking forward for the exams to begin, because then I'll know that they're going to end really soon! That's the attitude, David. And then. Go wild. Totally. Can't wait to go out with the guys from church. And the camp. And the TOFU! :D

Hopefully my Chemistry and Math will be okay in time for the exams! I know they will be. Confidence! 15 hours of Chemistry revision in the next week, with Mr. Koh, hopefully. Ftw.

Everyone wish me luck! This is the final hurdle. And I'm going to sprint past it with the wind behind my back. Let's go.

I love this, don't you?

Hardly any schoolwork, totally slack hours, and a splash of revision here or there. And table-tennis. And of course, suaners.

Math revisions, math practices, financial literacy, and of course; CHEM. I love chem. Actually I don't. I'm screwing it up; it's just.

So fun!

And I so need a band? I'm tired of just playing the same songs over and over again. And Darrell can just suan me. P. f. f. t.

I need a band. Sheesh. After the exams I guess. Exactly 3 more weeks till the first one, and 33 more till the end of ends. And then, Judgement Day.

I realise I totally don't have anything to do over the holidays except to go to church and slack. Join One Voice, maybe. Join the Woody Trees, already done. Haiz. I still want a band. I. Am. Jealous.

Maybe I'll drop by once in a while. Maybe I won't. It'd be great if you let me though :D (You, reading my blog. You should know if this applies to you xD)

I seriously don't know what I'm living for. What does life have in store for me? We'll wait and see. And hope it turns out for the best.

I'm finally waking up, a twist in my story

My new gloves. Are. Smexy. Totally.

And I got into Rafflesian Spotlight. Now all I need to do is get someone (I think I know who) to teach me how to sing with my diaphragm. And not my nose lol.

Studying has been going well; covered a lot of math so far. It seems easier now >_> I wonder why. Today was great; I got another chem paper from Bea (thanks so much!) and math remedial was seriously good. Table tennis is irritating, when you have to keep on adapting to new bats.

Tomorrow... no periods at all! Staying at home the whole day; unless I need to go find a teacher or something. Hope you guys are jealous ;D

And I'm Woody Trees' new signing. Ahahahha. Feels great to play again.

Okay, math calls. Once more. Everyday from now till the EOYs. I think I know how hardcore muggers feel now >_>

So everyone; WORK HARD OKAY. And ace your exams and we can all go out and have fun during the holidays!! [[: Cheers.

Rawr. Went for Rafflesian Spotlight auditions today hahaha. I know, I'm a bit crazy. Oh well. The judges said it was good, so that's what matters I guess. Just need to have more stage presence (?) and not sing through my nose ._> Oh, and eye contact and all that.

I think I got through. Fingers crossed haha. But there's time to practice. I do hope I get in :DD

And my table tennis has improved! I can backhand return quite fast now. Happy. And trampoline is seriously dam fun; although after you come off... you feel really really weird. And you can hardly jump haha. Seriously screwy.

Oh, and I just looooove chemistry papers. LOL. Got what, 6 different schools' past year papers? xDD ijtp, sngs, vjip, acsip, nushigh, nygh. Thanks guys.

My classmates are going to hate me ((:

Oh well. Tomorrow's the mooncake festival celebration whee. Ahahahhaa. Wonder if my mom will let me go. And I need new soccer gloves! x)

Ta's, then.

Whoo how nice. I sprained my ankle. (I think). Just great. Sheeeesh. Playing basketball, then jump for ball, then Samuel also jump, then he fall on me, and then *pop* my ankle pain. Pain, pain, pain. Ugh.

And somebody is ignoring me, pffft. I hate it when that happens. Ah well. I can't go to church to study tomorrow! All thanks to my stupid stupid ankle -.-

I don't care, I'm going to the doctor later. Hmph.

Oh, and I miss you guys. Haiz.

Sorry I know that seemed random. Oh well. My parents have this way of thinking that Aloy is not who he seems to be. So cautious/suspicious/whatever. Lol!

Ta's.

Yay holidays have started. Which means sleeping in, going to church to mug, staying at home to mug, dreaming about mugging, whoops okay maybe not to that extent >< But still, it's more mugging than usual; EOYs are in what, a month?! Ahhhhhhh help us all.

At least the Youth Lounge will be open most of the time. Can study in peace yeap! :DD

Sunday was really really fun haha. Sermon about parent-children relationships, then small group, in which Ben was totally owneds. Hah. And the Sec 3s are supposed to plan the first day of TOFU. And I don't know anything! *Freaks out* Hahahahaha. Anyway, welcome lunch rocked. And I realised that Shane is really really lame -.- But everyone was really great; loved it, I really did. Thanks you guys! ;DD

Emily does Cosplay, lalalalala. Hahahaha. Then I *tried to* study until around 5..? When Aloy and I went to the Hiding Place to watch the netball girls and the soccer guys. We were talking about whether I should join One Voice and all the things that come with it. Lol. We reached just in time for the girls' last game, which they unfortunately lost, and the guys' 3rd-4th placing match, which they also unfortunately lost >< Ah well. It was fun, I guess.

Then Aloy dropped me off at home. And I... just went to sleep. Yeap.

One VERYVERYVERY important mention right now. GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR N-LEVELS CLARICE. No sweat luh, you've been mugging so hard; just whack it all the way and hope for the best. Which will be, apparently, very very very good. :D Confidence! I'll see you tomorrow (:

Ta's!

Teacher's Day was okay I guess. The performance wasn't stellar, but oh well. You take some, you give some. The silhouette game was quite hilarious, and the Heroes vs. Zeros game, even more so. Chair racing to the center of the hall; Mrs. Rosie Smith and Mrs. Albar went to uh, stall the Zeros' progress because they were winning ahahaha. And the quiz round was quite retarded too; obviously the Zeros won right! But since it's Teacher's (I mean Heroes') Day, must let the Heroes win, no? So they won. >_>

Then play soccer until 11.30, so sian luh. After that go to the gymnasium play table tennis :DD My serving improved! And so did my chopping woohoo. Table tennis ftw. And for some reason Cal preferred to play table tennis more than go see our friends, so blah I left first. Went to Kai's house to just slack off; who was there? Oh right. Ying, Kai, Joey, Sal, Ruifee, Xin Xuan, Darrell, Sherm, Kang, Cal, Brandon, Dom, me. Yeap. Watch like, 3 movies..? And play table tennis (yes, more table tennis) on Kai's tiny table lol. Can't complain though; it's great for chopping hahahhaha. KAI'S DOGS ARE DAMN NEAT :DD

And Superheroes Movie is totally retarded; it's like, way above our heads in terms of sickness, and it's rated 'G' what the hell! Legally Blonde is also almost totally retarded, although it at the very least, has a proper storyline behind it. Go watch ahahahhaha. Your eyes will be scarred for the rest of your life, if I may quote Ruifee. Hee. And they were watching Love Actually (which is R21, by the way) while we were playing more table tennis. Ahahaha. I can't get over Kai's dogs, they're dam cool lol. Maybe that's not the right word for them. Lol, whatever.

And then I went home; so boliao luh, today! Tomorrow, piano in the morning, then going to church to study/mug/revise/prepare/whatever.

On a side note,
THERE WAS THIS FREAKING HUGE MOTH IN THE ROOM JUST NOW. UGH.

I WANT A NEW PHONE.

Help me choose please! :DD

Sony Ericsson w710i or Samsung Live Loud i450!

TYTYTY.

PARODY NIGHT WAS THE BEST EVER.

At like 1.30, we went and stoned in the library trying to do ERP but failing, then at 3.30 we played soccer. Deep was being a retard with black shoes and Suwe's prefect badge. And then at 4.30 Zydney came and screamed at us for not doing anything. Then we all rushed off for the technical rehearsal, then warmups. HURDLING OVER CHAIRS. We added a really great epilogue. It totally rocks luh! Shein did some touching up on the more technical areas haha. ZACK IS A SISSY CRACKPOT.

Briefing in LT1, then dinner, and then we went into LT3 for some more voice projection stuff and AN EMO PEP TALK. We were all really very stressed. Zydney was doing math problems to chill haha. Then we got ready. My costume was really gay though, although it didn't really have the desired effect. And then, it was time. The culmination of all our hard work for the past week. The moment of truth.

Okay. Just before our play, we were all really really freaked out, muttering to ourselves, getting worried over nothing. I said a prayer, hoping that we'd do great and that we'd most importantly, have fun. And then we were on. The audience laughed at all the right parts, although there were a COUPLE of screw ups, especially the part where Trelawney dropped it's shawl, and when I slapped Trelawney's glasses off, OUCH. But everybody loved it, they laughed and clapped and I'm sure we all felt really really proud of ourselves to see the effect we had. Most notably, the epilogue was a blast. Everybody got the subtle other thing we inadvertently parodied: my attitude last year. And it made me feel really really happy, until I was nearly bursting out with laughter. But thank goodness I didn't until we finished. I love acting. Zac and Deep said I acted really well. Couldn't have done it without you guys (:

And I think acting is like drugs. Just before a play, you feel like crap, you feel like freaking out and running away. But after everything is over, YOU FEEL GREAT. Like, I felt really high I just started shouting for nothing. Totally nothing. OH MAN. I LOVE THAT FEELING. So I went to find Michael, took a couple of pictures of my GHEY COSTUME. And then went to watch the remaining two plays. The fourth play was absolutely dumb, I really don't think anybody got the meaning. And the fifth was totally obscene! OBSCENE OBSCENE OBSCENE. M18, totally.

Just before the announcement of the results, I, for some reason I can't place, felt really really nervous. Heh. In 5th place, Macbeth: We're Loving It! In 4th place, Lear Uncut. In 3rd place, "Macbeth" by William Shakespeare. In 2nd, Macbluff. And in 1st, Shakespeare's World. Okay, so maybe it wasn't what I was expecting. I'd hoped for 2nd, I really did. But 3rd is good enough, 90% for the project, 18.9 marks onto our EOY score immediately. A few comments by the judges on our performance: The pacing was too slow; a parody/comedy is supposed to be rapid, fast. Ours was too draggy; the gaps were too big. And also, we didn't have a really clear-cut theme for the judges too see, which is very important. I guess we should have downplayed the rest in favor of the theme of 'fate'. But our acting was really good, according to Mr. Sonny Lim, and overall, we did quite well.

A nice little certificate and tidbits for 3rd placing; that doesn't really matter, as long as we had fun. That was reward in itself. Group picture! (I don't have it now, I'll post it sometime soon haha) And then we all went our own ways; took a taxi back home with Wen Zheng. I was like totally exhausted.

Apparently, we lost to Michael's group by 27 points, and Michael lost to Shayne by like, 37 points. Taking into account that these scores were out of a possible 900, it's such a small gap. But it was a job really well done. Of course, we scored less on pacing and themes, but our acting was supposedly the highest scoring. Audience response was not particularly outstanding, although that's partly because nobody having seen our play, there wasn't anything to expect from it. But argh, I'm so jealous! We won't get to perform for the Literature Seminar. Haiz. Only the top 2 teams. Oh well. I'm looking forward to the seminar anyway.

A couple of acknowledgments seem apt:
Firstly, to Ms. Jennifer Koh, for being our really really supportive Lit teacher.
Secondly, to my group mates, for being such sports; enduring all my rubbish, and sticking with the play till the very very end.
Next, to my class mates from this year and last year, for supporting us throughout the course of the project.
And last, but most definitely not the least, to my friends, especially Rachel, who stood by me when I was down, who felt happy for me when I enjoyed the play.

Somehow, I feel like there's something missing from me. This play changed from being just a simple lit project the second we started getting into it, and it changed into a pastime, a fun thing to do once we got into parody night. And it was just like a snowball rolling down a hill; getting bigger and faster the longer it went on. But now, it's all over. Something tells me I should be feeling relieved, that no more rehearsals and memorizing are going to happen. But yet, I feel so inadequate without those things. I really, really love acting. The hard work is tough, yes, but the payoffs are so great. The prize is just a bonus. Seeing the laughter in your audience's eyes, the wonder at the immaculately written script, the clapping and cheers at the end of a performance. That makes it all worthwhile, and I love it.

*deep*...the next deep... says:
you can add a quote by me
*deep*...the next deep... says:
you know plays?
*deep*...the next deep... says:
yeah u like hate them sometimes
*deep*...the next deep... says:
when rehearsing
*deep*...the next deep... says:
and then you have alot of fun sometimes
*deep*...the next deep... says:
and like it just rocks
*deep*...the next deep... says:
then the days b4 the performance, you take it seriously and still have fun
*deep*...the next deep... says:
and then the day itself, you try your best
*deep*...the next deep... says:
and then the euphoria aafter it owns
*deep*...the next deep... says:
but then...like the next day...somethings missing
*deep*...the next deep... says:
you are suddenly bored
*deep*...the next deep... says:
theres nothing to do...you cant spend your time with the others rehearsing...
*deep*...the next deep... says:
its over

I shall go cry my heart out now. I'm joking. I just feel really... I don't know. Sad.

I'm going to miss you, very, very much, "Macbeth" by William Shakespeare. May God be with you. And may this happen more often than not.

Koped from Yi Ying who koped from Seline who koped from Jiafeng :D

"Simple directions: use the shuffle function on your music player and see what you come up with in answer to the following questions."
---
How Does The World See You?
Bad Day - Daniel Powter
Uh, they see me as a bad day? OH. When they see me, they're going to have a bad day. Or when I have a bad day, they'll see me? Confusing.

Will I Have A Happy Life?
Piao Yi (Drifting) - Jay Chou
I'll be drifting around, and thus I'll be happy/unhappy. Go figure.

What Do My Friends Think Of Me?
I Think We're Alone Now - Girls Aloud
Okay, this just doesn't fit. I don't get it ><

Do People Secretly Lust After Me?
Unwell - Matchbox 20
Lusting after me makes people unwell. Which can be good or bad. Or maybe I'm just unwell because of the impurity of this question :DD

How Can I Make Myself Happy?
Stranger - Secondhand Serenade
By being a stranger? This doesn't make sense argh! I'm quite sure being friendly is better.

What Should I Do With My Life?
Buttons - Pussycat Dolls
Strip my life down and examine what's going wrong and fix it? Or become a stripper? I HIGHLY PREFER THE FORMER, OKAY.

Will I Ever Have Children?
Make This Go On Forever - Snow Patrol
Yes, I will have children and want the feeling to go on forever, or I'll stay childless and have that last forever. Interpretations, interpretations. Haha.

What's Some Good Advice For Me?
Me, You and My Medication - Boys Like Girls
Okay, this doesn't make sense either. Is this even good advice?

How Will I Be Remembered?
That's Just The Way We Roll - Jonas Brothers
Yea, finally something that actually kind of fits. Heh. Easygoing, carefree. Yeap.

What Is My Signature Dancing Song?
Half Alive - Secondhand Serenade
Okay. I don't even want to try and dissect this song.

What Do I Think My Current Theme Song Is?
I'm Forever Yours - Planetshakers
Whee. Fits. I'm forever yours. This is a Christian song, by the way.

What Does Everyone Think My Current Theme Song Is?
With You - Chris Brown
Lol. My theme song is With You. So lol.

What Song Will Play At My Funeral?
Can You Hear Me - Enrique Iglesias
No, I don't think they can hear me, I'll be dead. But it's a nice song though. Euro 2008!

What Sort Of Men/Women Do You Like?
I Can Do Better - Avril Lavigne
Yeap, definitely. I like people who know their own faults, admit them, and work to change for the better.

What Will Be My Day Like?
All Good Things (Come To An End) - Nelly Furtado
How true, sadly. All good things do come to an end, and usually that end is the end of the day. I guess my day will be good though.

Sounds alright, I guess.

Today was oh-so-screwed up lol. The batch forum was such a waste of time; only the Indian scholar understood the question, "What are your bad traits?" The other deaf people apparently thought the question was, " What are your aims?" Really. If you want to be a prefect, you have to learn how to LISTEN right! And most of their campaigns include them being caring and having a listening ear. IF that's the case, I'd rather they not become prefects -.- They'd listen wrongly and get us all in trouble.

Heh.

And the literature parody rehearsal was a bloody WASTE OF MY TIME PLEASE. Nobody took it seriously, so many parts weren't confirmed. And all that crap. I have a bad feeling about this hmm. Biology seems okay, though. BECAUSE INSTEAD OF REHEARSING, THEY WERE HAVING BIO TUTORIAL. WTHECK.

At least I've calmed down a bit now. I was so tired I fell asleep on the bus and went all the way to Changi Village what the zzz. Debates tomorrow, we're so going to trash Jasdeep's team. They have totally no case! Hehe. Dies you alls.

And just a short mention. Good luck to everyone taking their exams soon, especially Rach, Yi Ying, Clarice, Daniel, Elaine and everyone else with O's this year. All the best :DD

Okay time to touch up the debate for tomorrow. Ta, back later.

THREE MORE DAYS TO PARODY NIGHT! I need to mugmugmug my lines whee. And learn how to fake crying! LOL.

And it's just too bad that Rach can't make it D: Oh well heehee. Don't need her to see me look like a total madman, albeit a Shakespearean madman. HAHAHHAHAHAA.

Tomorrow's the first rehearsal using the new script and the new sound and everything, WE MUST DO THIS RIGHT OKAY GUYS. I want my 100% =S hehe.

And training today was great, really really fun. And so few people went!

My math was, I don't know, really really up/down. I mean, I know I aced angles of circles, BUT I SCREWED UP MOST OF THE REST! So minimum 11/30, maximum 20/30. I hope it's nearer the maximum, my math can't afford to drop any lower than it already is. DOUBLE WEIGHTAGE YOU KNOW.

And I want to cry, I didn't get into PSL appeal either. I hate this.

Woohoo. The Literature Parody was great! :DD

I forgot a couple of lines, and I was freaking out quite a bit, but OH WELL. I managed to improvise, and in the end, it went all right haha. At least the audience caught on to the humour we used and laughed when they were supposed to heh. And although the stage directions were screwy and everything, we still managed to pull through and did quite okay after all.

My costume was really really the best hahahahha. I mean, black leather shoes, longlonglong socks, a long sleeved white shirt, and to top it all off, TIGHTS. How Shakespearean can you get! But it was a great laugh, and it seriously was damn funny.

Before the play actually started, we were all like really excited. I guess haha. It's another way of saying worked up. But ohwell, everyone memorised their own lines, we managed to include a couple of cool extra stuff like music and all. So I guess it was smooth sailing. We rehearsed a couple of times before the actual play, where Zyd got so freaked that he threw his "wand" at nowhere in particular and somehow, it hit Zac full in the face. Hmm. Can't really blame him, I was getting really jumpy too.

Then the real thing happened. It went all right, like I've said a couple of times before. The humour was there, the cues were mostly picked up and followed, and it really went quite well, except for the time when it was supposed to be Zydney laying out the trays and he forgot and everything. But that was really minor. And the ending was quite quite awkward haha, because of the epilogue: I still maintain it's a bit out-of-place heh. But the comments from Mrs. Seow were okay, just that we should have brought out the theme of "fate and destiny" a bit earlier. Otherwise it was actually quite good. All we need to do to touch up (and I do hope we get into Parody Night), is to clean up the ending, work out the Pink Panther music, and get stage directions worked out. Ha!

Barghav actually complimented me on my acting (: Shien was really great too, although I think on my part, it was the costume that swung it my way hehe. The script overall was really nice after the final touching up.

*CROSSES FINGERS* I hope we get into Parody Night, I really do haha. It's so fun!

Let's see, I think a couple of choice quotes from the script would be suitable here:

Narrator (Me): And look over here, you're short and curvy, people might mistake you for a girl!
Lady M (Zac): But I'm not curvy!
Narrator: You're short, and that's enough. *BIG DRAMATIC PAUSE TO LET IRONY SINK IN*.

LOL. That was seriously damn funny luh! And Scene Three rocked. Where Deep was supposed to kill Macbeth, and he was pretending to be a tree, and he was sneaking up behind Wendy, and the Pink Panther music was playing. Ahahahahahhahaha classic.

Oh well. I guess being a bit nervous before the play actually did some good. Helped me to think quickly enough to improvise when I forgot my part haha. And after the thing Wendy pangseied me. And I had to go home in the tights because I didn't have time to change rawr. They feel weird. Haha.

I DIDN'T TAKE ANY PICTURES OMGOMGOMG HOW COULD I HAVE FORGOTTEN?!?!?! I don't care; if we get into Parody Night I'm going to take billions and billions of pictures. I swear. Or else my name's not Shakespeare. Hee.

Please let us get into parody night!!! Quoting Deep, "Good one guys, I think we all did our best and it turned out quite good from people's comments. Hopefully we'll get into parody night (Yes please!). If we do, let's continue the good work and do even better then. If not, never mind. We did out best." I totally agree man.

And thanks for the good luck wishes from Rach, Yi Ying and Clarice haha. It turned out great YES. I'm still feeling high.


I love our parody <3

After the thing is gone! Whee. A bit pain, but ohwell. No pain no gain hahhaa.





Hahahhahahaha sorry I'm a camwhore, I know. Oh well. Note the red splotch on my forehead :DD

SO COOL RIGHT. It didn't hurt that much haha. But maybe that's cause of the anesthetic HAHA.

Oh wells. I WAS ASSURED THERE WOULDN'T BE A SCAR YESSSSS. AND NO MORE STUPID TUMOUR TEASING.

Cooler, WAY cooler post below this. GO SEE, YOU :D

Omg. Look at this convo with this retard who just added me randomly on msn off Friendster.

(20:50) green:	hi
(21:10) green:	hey
(21:15) green:	may i know u?
(21:22) green:	u there?
(21:36) 'david:	uh
(21:36) 'david:	who are you?
(21:37) green:	kevin here
(21:37) green:	seeking online frens
(21:37) green:	u mind?
(21:37) 'david:	uh, no not really.
(21:37) green:	can see u on cam?
(21:37) 'david:	uh nty.
(21:37) green:	cannot ah?
(21:38) 'david:	no.
(21:38) green:	okay lor
(21:38) green:	nvm
(21:38) green:	u guai type?
(21:38) 'david:	i guess.
(21:38) green:	daring?
(21:39) 'david:	why?
(21:39) green:	curious lor
(21:39) green:	u dun mind chat with guys right?
(21:40) 'david:	i'm a guy -.-
(21:40) green:	so will u chat with other guys?
(21:40) green:	u straight mah?
(21:40) 'david:	yes -.-
(21:40) green:	u open minded?
(21:41) 'david:	why?
(21:41) 'david:	i'm not really liking the questions you're asking.
(21:41) green:	sorry
(21:41) green:	i looking for open minded guys lor
(21:43) green:	do u meet online people?
(21:44) 'david:	no
(21:44) green:	can we meet up to try some fun lehz?
(21:44) 'david:	no zzz
(21:45) green:	u dare to meet up?
(21:45) 'david:	wthell.
(21:45) green:	walau u so fast angry ah
(21:46) green:	just asking to be frens onli lor
(21:46) green:	u dunwan then nvm
(21:46) 'david:	you a bit crazy leh, just add then wan meet up.
(21:46) 'david:	please luh, have some tact.
(21:46) green:	okay, sorry
(21:46) green:	i just being direct onli lor
(21:46) green:	dun be offended yeah
(21:47) 'david:	right.
(21:47) green:	i 16m
(21:47) green:	u?
(21:47) 'david:	16m?
(21:47) green:	i 16 yrrs old
(21:48) green:	u?
(21:48) 'david:	15.
(21:48) green:	you hav pic?
(21:48) 'david:	not going to show you -.-
(21:48) green:	okay lo
(21:48) green:	mean sia
(21:48) green:	nvm
(21:48) green:	lol
(21:48) 'david:	lol
(21:48) 'david:	i gotta go off le.
(21:48) 'david:	need study.
(21:49) green:	okay hardworking
(21:49) 'david:	bb.
(21:49) green:	keep in touch?
(21:49) 'david:	maybe.
(21:49) green:	can sms u?
(21:49) 'david:	i no phone.
(21:49) green:	u sms me can?
(21:49) 'david:	i no phone -.-
(21:49) green:	when u get a phone
(21:49) green:	when u get one lor
(21:49) 'david:	anything.
(21:49) green:	if u dunwan then nvm
(21:49) green:	90192915
(21:50) 'david:	k.
(21:50) green:	what's ur name?
(21:51) green:	you daring enough we can meet up try something can?
(21:51) 'david:	try what.
(21:51) green:	watch movies
(21:52) 'david:	right.
(21:52) 'david:	see how.
(21:52) green:	then maybe try XXX
(21:52) green:	if u dare haha
(21:52) green:	sorry if i being too direct
(21:52) green:	u mind ?
(21:53) 'david:	yes.
(21:53) 'david:	wth.
(21:53) green:	sorry
(21:53) green:	i just the very open kind of person
(21:53) 'david:	uhhuh/
(21:53) green:	can i ask u a qn?
(21:54) green:	u think of gals no meh
(21:55) green:	ans lor
(21:56) green:	u mind then i dun ask u le la
(21:57) green:	i gtg le
(21:57) green:	hope can be pals lor
(21:57) 'david:	k
(21:57) green:	sms me when u get a phone
(21:58) green:	although i am not sure u still wan me as a fren
(21:58) green:	take care and all the best
(21:58) green:	bb
(21:58) 'david:	bb

(11:49) green:	yo
(11:53) green:	no sch today ha
(11:56) green:	u busy ha
(12:18) green:	wan catch a show today? bored lor

(12:27) 'david:	sorry can't.
(12:27) 'david:	i'm sick.
(12:27) 'david:	why don't you have school.
(12:28) green:	i oso sick today
(12:28) green:	but feeling better le
(12:28) green:	think of going out for some fresh air
(12:28) 'david:	-.-
(12:28) 'david:	can't go sorry.
(12:28) 'david:	what school are you?
(12:28) green:	tjc
(12:28) green:	u lehz?
(12:28) 'david:	aren't you 16 ._
(12:29) green:	i 17
(12:29) green:	not 16
(12:29) green:	and u 15 right?
(12:29) 'david:	yea
(12:29) green:	u study where?
(12:29) green:	can let me see u?

(12:30)	green is inviting you to start sending webcam. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?
(12:30)	You have declined the invitation to start sending webcam.

(12:30) green:	see see onli lor
(12:30) green:	can or not?
(12:31) 'david:	no.
(12:31) green:	u stay near where?
(12:31) 'david:	you asked me yesterday.
(12:31) 'david:	i said no.
(12:31) green:	okay la dunsee den nvm haha
(12:31) 'david:	what makes you think i changed my mind.
(12:31) green:	u so secretive lor
(12:31) green:	okay la.. dun force u show
(12:31) 'david:	as if you can force me anyway -.-
(12:31) green:	where u stay?
(12:31) 'david:	singapore.
(12:31) green:	okay
(12:32) green:	say lah
(12:32) 'david:	don't want leh.
(12:32) green:	please
(12:32) 'david:	no. -.-
(12:32) green:	please
(12:32) 'david:	i said no, and i gg.
(12:32) 'david:	byebye.
(12:32) green:	when u free?
(12:32) green:	i very boreddd
(12:33) 'david:	for my friends, i'm always free.
(12:33) 'david:	for you, not a second.
(12:33) 'david:	byebye.
(12:33) 'david:	go ask your own friends out -.-
(12:33) green:	we cannot be frens ah?
(12:33) 'david:	the way you're taking this, no we cannot be friends.
(12:33) 'david:	until you learn to have some tact.
(12:33) green:	i jus direct only
(12:33) green:	sorry i will learn to be tactful
(12:34) 'david:	there's a fine line between being direct and being intrusive.
(12:34) 'david:	you've crossed that line.
(12:34) 'david:	and to answer your previous question, i study in raffles institution.
(12:34) green:	u are smart
(12:35) green:	;>
(12:35) green:	okay sorry i know i should not have cross the line
(12:35) green:	be forgiving can
(12:35) green:	i am just feeling too bored that's y talk rubbish
(12:35) 'david:	right.
(12:36) green:	i really duno what i should say
(12:36) 'david:	then find out from your friends.
(12:36) green:	so we cannot be fren?
(12:36) 'david:	we can.
(12:36) 'david:	when you find out how to be tactful.
(12:36) green:	okay think u already have very bad impression of me lr
(12:37) 'david:	duh.
(12:37) green:	are u the study alot kind?
(12:37) 'david:	no, not really.
(12:37) 'david:	and i really have to go.
(12:37) 'david:	byebye
(12:38) green:	okay bb. wish u recover fast
(12:38) green:	take care yeah
(12:38) green:	bb
(12:38) 'david:	bb.

I mean, WHAT THE HELL RIGHT?! Rachel and Clarice were like rofling after I told them about this. Madness la! I shall play along somemore to see how retarded that retard can get. Totally no tact; no wonder he has to go after guys. Fails at girls, duh. Hee. I think I'm more tactful than him, seriously.

DAMN FREAKY AHHHHH. And I just found out the Youth Lounge is open on Saturdays! Yay, no more slacking at home.

Oh wells, off to the doctor to get that stupid infection checked up. Byebyes.