Pfft. Today was fun ;D

Movie, Bridal Wars, quite okay.

Then.

Went to Gabriel's house, slacked, played cards, ate dinner, then went to try and go bowling with Nick and Faiz and my bro but failed, so went arcading. Heh.

Grace is lousy luh, she won't tell me who she likes if she likes anybody. Haiz.

Btw, CHENGYI YOUR BLOG LAGS MY COMP LIKE WHUUUUUTTHEHEEELLLL.

Heyy Mr. Blog. I'm bored. Like really really dead bored. Anyway, today. Piano lesson; I'm on my way to a good grade ;D, then went out for lunch, then went to church, did homework (I know, so unbelievable right) and played pool heh. Then all the band 2 people came after amazing race, then they ate dinner, and we had like this really crazy time talking about random things in NS. Lol.

And I foresee totally shagness and stoning tomorrow, haiz. SO FAIL LUH.

I want something to happen.

Hah.

Whee. Today was sian. I shan't elaborate.

Although the CNY celebration during Chinese class was quite fun. Hah. And Ping Yen is damn lame.

Anyway, tomorrow ;D CNY Celebrations! We end at 10 HAHAHAHHAHAHAH RGS. Yeahh. Oh well, Literature lesson after that til 11, then zao to meet up with ex-taonan peoples, going Kallang Leisurepark. Hee. And then going for Jon's bday party wheeeee.

Okay I'm officially high. But I don't feel high. Okay then, I'm mad.

Yay. Shall post again later when I have more to talk about. [:

Oh yeah, I changed my phone, now it's only 2 years old, compared to 6 years. Hhahahah pro right. Anyway I think the 6 year old phone is dying; it always suddenly blanks out on it's own -.- So yeah, changed. I WANT A NEW PHONE PLEASE.

Yay.

Yay I actually think I aced my first math test of the year! Although yeah, probability is an easy topic >< But oh well. Tomorrow first period Chinese book test and I haven't even read the books! D: I'm going to dieeeeeeee.

And suddenly Kai Juan doesn't want to go for Jon's party on Friday anymore.. just cause Wen Ya isn't going. And then I don't have anybody there to talk to! Haiz siannn. But maybe I'll just go, purely for GH:WorldTour. Wheeee.

Can't wait to meet up with all the Taonanites on Friday after Chinese New Year celebrations, and I think the celebrations are going to be a blast. Although sadly it's not going to be a competition anymore, just a house performance. In tribute to the Sec 3 guy who passed away and was an active member of Buckley's house performance.

Two deaths in two weeks... it makes you really think about life and how it goes right. I mean, we never know when He will call us to be with Him, and we should make the most of our time on Earth, with our family, and of course, our friends. So cheers!

And yeah. It'll always turn out alright. Cause You will be there to support me when my will fails, to encourage me when I feel all hope is lost. [:

Okay today wasn't too bad, although quite the sian hahahaha. After service, SG went to give out mandarin oranges! It's really cool how people have such differing personalities, and it's nice to see that people are like open to stranger coming up to their house and wishing them a happy new year. Hahha. I had fun.

BASKETBALL WE COULDN'T PLAY TODAY. CAUSE MORE THAN HALF THE TOFU TEAM PONNED. RAWR. In the end only me Liang Jie, Kyle, Rachael and Lydia went, and in the end we couldn't even play! Because these two random schools were having a friendly match in a public court. -.- How crazy is that luh hahaha.

Oh well, so back to church, MY POOL WAS HORRID TODAY. Haiz. And yeah, I want a PSP. And yea, I NEED TO COMPLETE MY HOMEWORK ARGH. Zzzzzzz. Sadcase luh lol.

Tomorrow have PE! Yay funs, then soccer. I think my back is screwed, since TKD yesterday. Like lower right back always aching, then whenever I bend down there's this sharp pain there. D: Haiz. I wanna see a physiotherapist.

Ohwell. Friday have TKD sparring practice! Looking forward to that. Ta's!

Haiz I wasn't allowed to go after all. Zzz. Cause they don't want me staying out too late haha, and yeah, that's perfectly understandable. And yeah, it is a bit out of the way. And yeah. But oh well, it just means that I have a stronger case for going to Jon's. YOU BETTER BE HAPPY. :D

And Joelle totally forgot to ask her parents! SHE FORGOT TODAY WAS EVEN KW's PARTY LOLOLOL. Even after I was like asking her about it just yesterday. Whuuuut man. Hahhahahaha.

Today was quite sian, after school, sadcase cause cannot go for KW's, so stay back in school play ownage soccer, made some good saves, then went for training. By the way, our rugby C Div got owned. :D Even the ruggers have no confidence in them haiz. Training power today, then after that go home luh. SO BORING RIGHT MY DAY. Sadcase. Hahahaha.

Piano practice was actually enjoyable today! I think everything's coming together now haha yay.

Oh well. Here's to tomorrow being better. [:

Okay, so now I'm allowed to go for Kang Wei's party, after no specific amount of "discussion" with my parents. But, I told my dad I'll be home at 10.30. At first he's all agreeable, until the part where I tell him cake-cutting is at 10, I'll be home at 10.30. Suddenly he just becomes all flustered and questions how possible is it for me to reach home at 10.30. And I'm like, I'll find a way somehow. And in the end he has to resort to threats to make sure I get home on time, i.e. no pocket money for 3 months if I break curfew. I mean, what is this luh! And what's more, he thinks that teenagers shouldn't be mixing with 21 year olds. Because because. -.- I mean, we're all youths, and it's not that far apart anyway. How much difference is my mom and him? 5 years! He's too conservative, personally saying.

And my mom suddenly pops up, says that she doesn't want me to go because it's too far away, I tell her to give me the chance to prove my dad wrong in his thinking of me; she says that I don't need to do these kind of things to prove my dad wrong and earn his trust, just need to come home on time everyday normally. But there's a huge gulf between going home from school and going home from an outing with friends, and the difference is like obvious, cause when I go home from school there's no where else for me to go!

Somehow I get the feeling when I prove my dad wrong that I'll always fail to come home on time he'll just say it's because of his threat. And that's purely useless.

And yet surprisingly at the start he was quitequite nice about it, not even needing to call like parents or adults to ask about it. Maybe that's a start, albeit a small one.

Haiz. It's like a heavyweight on top of my back, and although I'm not near breaking point, I never know when that will come. So yeah. Keep your head up.

And yeah. I PROMISE MYSELF MY GRADES WILL NOT BLOODY SUFFER THIS YEAR. Because you won't allow them to.

Yeap today was quite sian. Oh wells. Totally stoned throughout class today, thanks to Rachael and Wen Ya for keeping me awake lols. After school, super SLOSHED so took a bus back to Tampines and went for a walkabout with Wen Ya. Lol. She was unhappy with an A2 for Chinese -.- How pro is that luh! And yeah, that reminds me.

GRATZ TO EVERYONE WHO'S HAPPY WITH THEIR RESULTS! i.e. Jazlyn, Daniel, Ken, Leon, Sam Wong, Yi Ying, Kyle (A1 FOR CHINESE LEH PROSZXC)

Hahaha yeah. So after that, didn't wanna go home so early so popped by Wen Ya's house to random her piano. She tried to teach her friend how to play, but a bit hard luh the song ahha.

So after that went home, and here I am. I'm a boring guy I know.

Sorry for that, but you can't change me [:

GIVE ME SOMETHING INTERESTING TO DO LUH.

:D

Why do I always feel so sad and heavy-hearted nowadays without knowing why?? I wish I could find the answer to help me understand..

CSI: NY is so fake! :D Nah. Just a bit too... unnatural. Oh wells. And Wendi is just plain retarded. :D Haahahhaha.

Today was so sian! Nothing to do so went to church to slack and waste time [: Tomorrow going again to like own Rachael in pool. Hahahhaa, just joking. I haven't bought my bible cover! Haiz.

Okay, nothing to write about now, other than the fact that I have quite a lot of homework.

Seeya!

Yeahhhh I got my new track shoes wooot. Okay so maybe I ponned training to get them, but oh well. Give and take.

Anyway, morning built sandcastles at east coast park! Supposed to be like, Olympic Village but it was like far from it. But we managed to build the Parthenon accurately enough. :D Looked great after all haha, much to our surprise. After that bus-ed back to Bishan, played some random soccer, then taxi-ed to Century Square to find Clarice to get her pay before dragging her to Raffles City and Peninsula Plaza to find my shoes. New Balance Concept stores are a total rip-off, 185 bucks? I go to Peninsula Plaza, get myself a pair of Adizero CS (which incidentally look freaking cooool) and it only costs 113 bucks. Puh-leaze luh NB. You guys fail, horribly. And then I got my new school shoes! Although they cost only like 20 bucks. Heh.

I can't wait to wear them. :D

Just came back from Seven Pounds with Clarice, Leon, Ken and Marco. It's a great show, although a bit confusing at the beginning. Would you think you'd do something that made you so guilty it causes you to try and do anything possible to alleviate the pain? Like to donate every part of your body possible to people who really really need the parts. A lung, a kidney, part of your liver, your corneas, your heart. And what if the feeling's so strong that you decide to commit suicide in order to fulfill the last two parts I mentioned. But at the end, you've benefited all the lives that you've saved. In a large way.

But I was wondering. Committing suicide to save lives? Would that get you condemned? To improve, even salvage a life that you treasure, you give up your most precious thing. Does that send you to hell? 1 John 3:16 "This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down his life for us. And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers."

Hmm. Think about it.

Anyway, today wasn't that big a deal. Morning, went to school, SECONDARY FOUR WHEE. Headmaster's (actually Principal's) assembly, then back to class to meet our form teacher. GUESS WHO. Mrs. Rosie Smith! Hahahhahahah. But she's really a fun person. If you don't cross her heh. And then recess, RJC was closed -.- So 7-11. Haahhaha. Then this weird planning thing for this sand-castle-thingie we're going to be making on Monday, as a batch bonding activity. Supposed to come up with the Olympic Village design. LOLS. So weird right! Although the YOG are gonna be a blast. Yay. Fascinating.

After school, soccer all the way to 6, then zao to Tampines Mall for you know what with you know who. Yay. Tomorrow's going to be fun!

Music lesson in the morning, then lunch then SOCCER FRIENDLY MATCH YAY. Then back to church, shower, slack, then dinner and TKD. Whee. Day after's grading, I do hope I'll get a double. Hee.

Ciao!

Hm. Happy New Year, all. I really hope this year will be better than the last year.

Watchnight service yesterday was so-so, before it went out with the guys for Yes Man (a second time, I am so boliao). But seriously it's hilarious hhahahhaha. After that went for Superdog, 2 hotdogs! In four bites wahahahhahahha. Okay I'm crazy. Then went shopping for new clothes at TM/Century, was like epic fail until I went to Split. At least there could find a couple of good shirts. Then dinner and a haircut, which made my hair look so freaking nerd. So yeah, spikes up.

Back to church, pool with random peoples and just plain slacking around. Went out with Clarice Shak and Edward for dinner then went back for watchnight service. Heh. It was a quite affair, not much to talk about. A Call to Watch. After watchnight slacked around for a bit, then went for supper with Kelyn, Rachael, Edward and Liang Jie, lols. Then Liang Jie's dad came to fetch them back to his house cause they were staying over, but I couldn't. Sadly. Sheesh. It's the dumbest story I've ever heard.

Okay so at first my dad doesn't allow me to go, cause at first I didn't know there would be adults around. And then I find out that Cheng Yi's aunt and uncle are living with them, and that their parents would be going home like that night. So I call my dad, tell him the new information, he says get them to call him so that he can confirm. Okay, sure thing. 5 seconds later he calls me back asking why so sudden got new information. Maybe that's because I didn't know beforehand? And he says he doesn't like it, I'm like what's your problem, I've fulfilled all your requirements! It's like he thinks we'll be drinking alcohol and everything in a house under the watch of like 4 adults. Or do other random stuff "that we won't normally do". And he said that he doesn't care if the mom or dad calls him, because he apparently thinks that I'll get some random adult and scam his ass off. So irritating and infuriating! The worst part is that he'll think I'll go to such a retarded extent just to do something that I won't even do at all. Sheeeesh. Even when I get Liang Jie's dad to call him, he says no. Argh. Next time I guess. Oh wait, here's the best part. He believes 21 year olds shouldn't be mixing with teenagers my age, cause "things might get interpreted wrongly"! I called him paranoid and insecure. Okay maybe I didn't say insecure out loud. Oh wells.

And yea, I've been feeling like really damn sad these past few days, I just don't know why. Just this really heavy weight on me that I can't place. And I've got this freaky feeling that my friends are like going to backstab me just around the corner. Like I don't know which are the friends who are true and the ones who are just there for the ride. Haiz. Lord, please help me understand.. And give me some peace in my life. Thanks for everything you've given to me, all the blessings that you've provided. But I pray that you'll continue to guide me out of this huge trouble that's weighing me down. Even I can't really point out what it is. Maybe a combination of everything. But Father I just pray that you'll be supporting me and giving me the strength of heart to strive on, and help me discern my true friends from the pretenders.

In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.