Ohmigosh RAFFLESIAN SPOTLIGHT TOMORROW!
I hope I'm ready for it. I pray God'll be with me throughout the event, being my pillar of strength and support, and that He'll make everything go fine. I know He will.
And I also know that He's sent me all my friends, who I know will cheer me on tomorrow, and be there with me through thick and thin.
Let's go, people. I know we can do this. (:
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
My parents are FUCKING retarded. My GPA's a 2.72, up 0.5 from my progress report 2. And my parents have to be so damn anal about the math scores. So what if it's a 2.0 or a 1.6? At least I worked hard to pull my GPA up right?
And I had the delusion that parents were supposed to encourage their children. How encouraging can it be when you feel you've worked hard and your results show that you've worked hard and in the end your parents scold you? I mean, how would you feel if you did something great, but for a small reason your parents/whoever doesn't give a shit and just reprimands you for doing stuff wrongly?
HOW WOULD YOU FUCKING FEEL.
And then my mom goes and PMSes, for NOTHING AT ALL. And now my dad wants me to give up computer games and church practices and outings with friends, JUST TO PLAY PIANO AND DO MATH? ONE WEEK AFTER MY EOYS? Tell me if that isn't crazy. Please.
Give me a break. No One Voice, No carolling, No Tofu Team, No outings with friends, No computer games, what the hell.
I personally think you're a hypocrite, because you say I never listen to you, but since when do you ever listen to me? And since when do you look at yourself to see what faults you have? NEVER. If you want to encourage me, then stop wasting your time crying about me behind my back and TAKE SOME ACTION.
But oh, sadly, you never listen to my suggestion. I keep on trying to tell you the way you're handling me is WRONG. But noooo, you must insist it's right and blow me off. Thank you so much for that.
Take a leaf out of your own book, you. And open your ears, because my patience is running thin. At the very least I'm trying to talk to you, but if you don't want to listen, then I shan't talk. I think my friends have better ears than you, seriously.
Which is why I'm so much closer to them than I am to you, if you ask me. So don't ask me why I treat my friends better than you.
And I had the delusion that parents were supposed to encourage their children. How encouraging can it be when you feel you've worked hard and your results show that you've worked hard and in the end your parents scold you? I mean, how would you feel if you did something great, but for a small reason your parents/whoever doesn't give a shit and just reprimands you for doing stuff wrongly?
HOW WOULD YOU FUCKING FEEL.
And then my mom goes and PMSes, for NOTHING AT ALL. And now my dad wants me to give up computer games and church practices and outings with friends, JUST TO PLAY PIANO AND DO MATH? ONE WEEK AFTER MY EOYS? Tell me if that isn't crazy. Please.
Give me a break. No One Voice, No carolling, No Tofu Team, No outings with friends, No computer games, what the hell.
I personally think you're a hypocrite, because you say I never listen to you, but since when do you ever listen to me? And since when do you look at yourself to see what faults you have? NEVER. If you want to encourage me, then stop wasting your time crying about me behind my back and TAKE SOME ACTION.
But oh, sadly, you never listen to my suggestion. I keep on trying to tell you the way you're handling me is WRONG. But noooo, you must insist it's right and blow me off. Thank you so much for that.
Take a leaf out of your own book, you. And open your ears, because my patience is running thin. At the very least I'm trying to talk to you, but if you don't want to listen, then I shan't talk. I think my friends have better ears than you, seriously.
Which is why I'm so much closer to them than I am to you, if you ask me. So don't ask me why I treat my friends better than you.
Monday, October 27, 2008
Okay let's get this clear once and for all. I HATE IT when imposters tag on my tagboard. And at the very least, if you want to be an imposter, PLEASE do not be so obvious. That Deep(er) was just plain fail. And stop insinuating that I don't have any friends, you people out there. Because I'm sure that I do have friends. And nothing you say will change that.
It's not like my friends will disappear one by one just because some idiot out there says that I have non-existent friends. So give it up, I do have friends.
Okay now that that's out of my system... WHAT TO DO! I'm freaking out of boredom. If I was so bored before the exams, what about now!?!?!?!? I'm going to lie down and die, lol. Results coming back tomorrow! I am sooooo freaked. Freakedfreakedfreaked. Because I think I screwed up. ;D
Let's see. What's coming up. RAFFLESIAN SPOTLIGHT URGH. Also going to freak out over that one xD Anyway thanks everyone who's been supporting me so far! Hope to see you guys there.
Okay I'll post again when I find something to post about.
OH WAIT. PMC CUP 2008! Rawr. So many people went down to support! Or at least do something hahhaa. Thanks Sam, Sam and Marie for keeping score, El for pictures, Kelyn for just slacking around :D
Won our first 2 matches 1-0, thought we were off to a good start, before a shock defeat by Kevin's team, what a lucky goal. 0-1. Someone tried to dribble out of a corner, got robbed of the ball by someone else who chipped it over me, tried to slice it away but Justin was on hand to just clumsily bundle it into goal. Haiz. Wasted. Fourth match, won 4-0, great booster, before losing 2-4 to Mikepache. Stupid first two goals, everyone was demoralised. We scored through Daryl Ho with an absolute screamer, but after the first two goals it was lousy. When it was 1-3 we pulled one back before I let in a stupid ball in my near post. Sheeeeesh. Blew up after that lol, but nothing happened. After that, against Team Werks, the highest scoring team thus far, did very well against them at first, 2-0 up. Ohwell. Then some guy opened up the wound on my knee, I was on the floor and he still goes and puts the ball in the net. GREAT sportsmanship, you know. Never mind, still in the lead 2-1. But then stupid ref (are you Mike Riley?!) goes and gives them a goal when the person kicked the ball straight out of my hands. I already had full bloody control! Pffffft. So, a wasted draw, 2-2 in the end. Final match, easy one which we won say, 4-1? Yeap.
In the end, 4th placing, a bit sad because we could have gotten 2nd at least! Refereeing is deaded. Oh well, just for fun anyway. I had my happy times too hahahaha. Anyway, it was a bad day in the least, I lost my NB shoes. Idiot who stole it, I hope you get struck down by God. Barbecue dinner after that, CAMWHORING OWNS YOU. xD But the barbecue was really nice haha. Okay, prize-giving! Four prizes, first one worth $120 2 hours non-peak booking at Sports Planet East Coast, second worth $90 1 hour peak booking at Sports Planet East Coast, third worth $60 Lotto shoe bags for all team members, and fourth Lotto socks for all team members. So first place gets to choose which one they want, they took the bags, second took the socks, third took the 1 hour booking, so the 4th team (that's us) got the most expensive prize!
By the way, I'm asking you guys, Deep, Wendy, PY, Suwe, WANT GO PLAY OR NOT! We looking for people to play with :D
Back to the story. Went and slacked until around 10, so boliao! But the breakwater was cool haha.
I can header!~
Okay after that was totally wasted, went home to sleep. My parents want me to pay half of my next pair of shoes, how dumb is that; not like I want those shoes, I need them! Zzzzz. Never mind, listen to them ba.
Ttyl.
It's not like my friends will disappear one by one just because some idiot out there says that I have non-existent friends. So give it up, I do have friends.
Okay now that that's out of my system... WHAT TO DO! I'm freaking out of boredom. If I was so bored before the exams, what about now!?!?!?!? I'm going to lie down and die, lol. Results coming back tomorrow! I am sooooo freaked. Freakedfreakedfreaked. Because I think I screwed up. ;D
Let's see. What's coming up. RAFFLESIAN SPOTLIGHT URGH. Also going to freak out over that one xD Anyway thanks everyone who's been supporting me so far! Hope to see you guys there.
Okay I'll post again when I find something to post about.
OH WAIT. PMC CUP 2008! Rawr. So many people went down to support! Or at least do something hahhaa. Thanks Sam, Sam and Marie for keeping score, El for pictures, Kelyn for just slacking around :D
Won our first 2 matches 1-0, thought we were off to a good start, before a shock defeat by Kevin's team, what a lucky goal. 0-1. Someone tried to dribble out of a corner, got robbed of the ball by someone else who chipped it over me, tried to slice it away but Justin was on hand to just clumsily bundle it into goal. Haiz. Wasted. Fourth match, won 4-0, great booster, before losing 2-4 to Mikepache. Stupid first two goals, everyone was demoralised. We scored through Daryl Ho with an absolute screamer, but after the first two goals it was lousy. When it was 1-3 we pulled one back before I let in a stupid ball in my near post. Sheeeeesh. Blew up after that lol, but nothing happened. After that, against Team Werks, the highest scoring team thus far, did very well against them at first, 2-0 up. Ohwell. Then some guy opened up the wound on my knee, I was on the floor and he still goes and puts the ball in the net. GREAT sportsmanship, you know. Never mind, still in the lead 2-1. But then stupid ref (are you Mike Riley?!) goes and gives them a goal when the person kicked the ball straight out of my hands. I already had full bloody control! Pffffft. So, a wasted draw, 2-2 in the end. Final match, easy one which we won say, 4-1? Yeap.
In the end, 4th placing, a bit sad because we could have gotten 2nd at least! Refereeing is deaded. Oh well, just for fun anyway. I had my happy times too hahahaha. Anyway, it was a bad day in the least, I lost my NB shoes. Idiot who stole it, I hope you get struck down by God. Barbecue dinner after that, CAMWHORING OWNS YOU. xD But the barbecue was really nice haha. Okay, prize-giving! Four prizes, first one worth $120 2 hours non-peak booking at Sports Planet East Coast, second worth $90 1 hour peak booking at Sports Planet East Coast, third worth $60 Lotto shoe bags for all team members, and fourth Lotto socks for all team members. So first place gets to choose which one they want, they took the bags, second took the socks, third took the 1 hour booking, so the 4th team (that's us) got the most expensive prize!
By the way, I'm asking you guys, Deep, Wendy, PY, Suwe, WANT GO PLAY OR NOT! We looking for people to play with :D
Back to the story. Went and slacked until around 10, so boliao! But the breakwater was cool haha.
I can header!~
Okay after that was totally wasted, went home to sleep. My parents want me to pay half of my next pair of shoes, how dumb is that; not like I want those shoes, I need them! Zzzzz. Never mind, listen to them ba.
Ttyl.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
I'm seriously drop dead tired. Lol.
Happy birthday Leon and Sam Wong! Hahahahhaha. Hope you guys enjoyed your cake today lol. ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR REMAINING PAPERS KAY? Chill, it'll be over soon. ;D 16 years old already, tsktsk. Old people hahahahha! I like Jazlyn's message on your shirt, Sam. If you know what I'm talking about. Hahahahahhaaahahahhaha.
Seeya guys.
Happy birthday Leon and Sam Wong! Hahahahhaha. Hope you guys enjoyed your cake today lol. ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR REMAINING PAPERS KAY? Chill, it'll be over soon. ;D 16 years old already, tsktsk. Old people hahahahha! I like Jazlyn's message on your shirt, Sam. If you know what I'm talking about. Hahahahahhaaahahahhaha.
Seeya guys.
Friday, October 24, 2008
Monday, October 20, 2008
YES IT'S ALL OVER. Now I can sit back and relax and be worried for those of my friends still doing O levels. Hahahahhahhaa. Jia you kay!
I don't have anything to do now D: STUPID LA. Tomorrow house meeting in school at 10.30, I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING ON LEH. Then go all the way to Bishan for 2 hours -.- Haiz. Never mind, must sacrifice for house yea.
I NEED TO CHILL. And maybe go bowling/skating/cycling/running/badminton-ing or whatever. Lol. I'm reducing myself to just playing computer games, how hopeless is that. Loool.
Oh well, I'm going to find something to keep me a BIT busy at least. Ciao!
I don't have anything to do now D: STUPID LA. Tomorrow house meeting in school at 10.30, I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING ON LEH. Then go all the way to Bishan for 2 hours -.- Haiz. Never mind, must sacrifice for house yea.
I NEED TO CHILL. And maybe go bowling/skating/cycling/running/badminton-ing or whatever. Lol. I'm reducing myself to just playing computer games, how hopeless is that. Loool.
Oh well, I'm going to find something to keep me a BIT busy at least. Ciao!
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Yay today was great great great fun. Morning, woke up at 4.30 (like, wthell?!) to go to Changi Exhibition Centre for the New Balance Real Run, yeap. Did maybe around, 5km before stopping because Shaun and I had to get back to church for his SVL stuffs. But it was a good 5km, maybe a bit slower than the pace of 2.4km? But for some reason I felt better than I did during NAPFA, even though I haven't trained in ages/ages/ages/ages. Rawr. I'm going to go running more now x)
Then chiong back to church in a cab, we had to call for one because Changi Aviation Road is so ulu! And even then we had to walk and walk and walk out of the exhibition center... dots. Anyway the cabbie we got was really skillz. Shaun asked him to drive a bit faster and he went like damn fast man. LOL. Thanks so much to him that we weren't anymore later for church than we already were. Heh. But we were locked out for quite awhile, because Pastor Aaron felt we needed to learn the lesson of punctuality. Lol.
Yeap, sermon on Methodist distinctions: Social Holiness. Not too hard to understand >< Hahaha. Oh oh oh there's this guy Matthew who came back from Australia for a holiday and he's going to fly back but he's coming back for NS. Lol. So cool right. Okay maybe not that cool. But still nice.
Yeap. I STANK THE WHOLE DAY MAN. Because I didn't have time to even take a shower after the run, and lunch was a really really messy affair. Happy birthday Yi Ying! :D Finally your dedication is going up hahahhahhahaha. Anyway, it's too bad your birthday was so close to the O levels, I'm sure the guys would've planned something bigger if it wasn't. But oh well, you're officially 16! Hahahahhahahah, enjoy it while you can, even though O levels are here. And thanks so much for helping make my time in church thus far a good one. All the best for your exams kay?? We'll, as Benji puts it, choose a movie to watch after your O's end. Hahahahahhhha. Jiayou!
Yeap so chocolate cake! Really really strong hahhaha. Then lunch lunch lunch. Before rushing back for TOFU meeting (still stinking, lucky I don't have body odor), we did SO MUCH today you know! I think we've done more in those three hours than in all our meetings since we were first called together for this ahhahahhaa. It's not that we're all dumb and devoid of ideas for an enjoyable camp/tofu, it's just that we need someone to give us a nudge in the right direction. And today that someone was Shaun. The difference between this meeting and the previous ones was obvious, really really it was. Can hardly wait! :D
So zao-ed before it started raining, lucky sia. Just reached the bus stop when it started pouring like siaooooo. Thank God it didn't rain in the morning, or else the dirt trail would be... mud-slinging, literally. Ahahahaha.
Man... tomorrow's my last two papers and I'm hardly prepared for them! Stupid lar... I hardly even studied these past two days, I MUST STAY UP LATE AND MUG TILL I DROP DEAD ON THE FLOOR. That reminds me, I should pack my lit books now. Afk.
Okie back and all packed lol. But seriously yesterday and today was so busy! x) Yesterday music in the morning, as usual, then go to church to pick up my stuff before cabbing over to East Coast Park for futsal! :D WTFC is going to own this year, as long as we don't do anything stupid. Hehe. Then Kevin gave us a lift back to church where I was supposed to study and then go for taekwondo. But my lil' bro was sick, so I didn't feel like going for tkd, so I stayed in church and watched One Voice do their practice hahahhahaha. Then went for supper with everyone. RAMLY BURGERS FTWWWWWW.
Yeap. I really am going to rejoice tomorrow, I really am. LAST TWO PAPERS MAN. MUST DO REASONABLY WELL!!! And I'm going to taupok Tim, and Darren. Pfffft. Talking about taupok, we should think of a new name for tofu! C'mon guys hahahahhahahaha.
KAYAKING FOR TOFU TEAM OUTING MAN LET'S GO WHEE. Orrrrr we could go and slack around at West Coast Park. BUT KAYAKING IS FUN-NER! xDD
Okay, lots of things to do now, gotta go, bye! Maybe I'll come back again later. Hahahahhahaha.
BUT FIRST, STUDY. LAST TWO PAPERS I'M HAPPY!!!
And, GOOD LUCK ALL PEOPLES TAKING O LEVELS! I know you can do great and get whatever JC or Poly you want to go to.
CHEERS!
Then chiong back to church in a cab, we had to call for one because Changi Aviation Road is so ulu! And even then we had to walk and walk and walk out of the exhibition center... dots. Anyway the cabbie we got was really skillz. Shaun asked him to drive a bit faster and he went like damn fast man. LOL. Thanks so much to him that we weren't anymore later for church than we already were. Heh. But we were locked out for quite awhile, because Pastor Aaron felt we needed to learn the lesson of punctuality. Lol.
Yeap, sermon on Methodist distinctions: Social Holiness. Not too hard to understand >< Hahaha. Oh oh oh there's this guy Matthew who came back from Australia for a holiday and he's going to fly back but he's coming back for NS. Lol. So cool right. Okay maybe not that cool. But still nice.
Yeap. I STANK THE WHOLE DAY MAN. Because I didn't have time to even take a shower after the run, and lunch was a really really messy affair. Happy birthday Yi Ying! :D Finally your dedication is going up hahahhahhahaha. Anyway, it's too bad your birthday was so close to the O levels, I'm sure the guys would've planned something bigger if it wasn't. But oh well, you're officially 16! Hahahahhahahah, enjoy it while you can, even though O levels are here. And thanks so much for helping make my time in church thus far a good one. All the best for your exams kay?? We'll, as Benji puts it, choose a movie to watch after your O's end. Hahahahahhhha. Jiayou!
Yeap so chocolate cake! Really really strong hahhaha. Then lunch lunch lunch. Before rushing back for TOFU meeting (still stinking, lucky I don't have body odor), we did SO MUCH today you know! I think we've done more in those three hours than in all our meetings since we were first called together for this ahhahahhaa. It's not that we're all dumb and devoid of ideas for an enjoyable camp/tofu, it's just that we need someone to give us a nudge in the right direction. And today that someone was Shaun. The difference between this meeting and the previous ones was obvious, really really it was. Can hardly wait! :D
So zao-ed before it started raining, lucky sia. Just reached the bus stop when it started pouring like siaooooo. Thank God it didn't rain in the morning, or else the dirt trail would be... mud-slinging, literally. Ahahahaha.
Man... tomorrow's my last two papers and I'm hardly prepared for them! Stupid lar... I hardly even studied these past two days, I MUST STAY UP LATE AND MUG TILL I DROP DEAD ON THE FLOOR. That reminds me, I should pack my lit books now. Afk.
Okie back and all packed lol. But seriously yesterday and today was so busy! x) Yesterday music in the morning, as usual, then go to church to pick up my stuff before cabbing over to East Coast Park for futsal! :D WTFC is going to own this year, as long as we don't do anything stupid. Hehe. Then Kevin gave us a lift back to church where I was supposed to study and then go for taekwondo. But my lil' bro was sick, so I didn't feel like going for tkd, so I stayed in church and watched One Voice do their practice hahahhahaha. Then went for supper with everyone. RAMLY BURGERS FTWWWWWW.
Yeap. I really am going to rejoice tomorrow, I really am. LAST TWO PAPERS MAN. MUST DO REASONABLY WELL!!! And I'm going to taupok Tim, and Darren. Pfffft. Talking about taupok, we should think of a new name for tofu! C'mon guys hahahahhahahaha.
KAYAKING FOR TOFU TEAM OUTING MAN LET'S GO WHEE. Orrrrr we could go and slack around at West Coast Park. BUT KAYAKING IS FUN-NER! xDD
Okay, lots of things to do now, gotta go, bye! Maybe I'll come back again later. Hahahahhahaha.
BUT FIRST, STUDY. LAST TWO PAPERS I'M HAPPY!!!
And, GOOD LUCK ALL PEOPLES TAKING O LEVELS! I know you can do great and get whatever JC or Poly you want to go to.
CHEERS!
Friday, October 17, 2008
Yea hahahha Physics wasn't all that bad. I'm actually quite confident. And I know that You'll be with me where ever I go. That I'm sure of.
Oh well. After physics, went to Pizza Hut for lunch, then boliao-ed awhile in j8 before going home to change and go to Safra Tampines to play badminton. I'm horribly rusty ><
And today's my official break! No studying for me, no thank you. Hahahhaha. But tomorrow and Sunday all-out man.
What on this weekend... Saturday piano lesson, then go church pick up some stuff, then off to Sports Planet for futsal! :D :D Haahahaa then back to church to slack before going off to tkd training. Hehe.
Sunday... NB Real Run in the morning! x) Hopefully can finish in less than an hour luh. Then... over to church for service, I think I'll be dead tired hehehe. Then tofu meeting! Logistics lol.
Man. What to do now. Oh well, I don't feel worried about my past tests. That's a good thing I guess. Cheers!
Oh well. After physics, went to Pizza Hut for lunch, then boliao-ed awhile in j8 before going home to change and go to Safra Tampines to play badminton. I'm horribly rusty ><
And today's my official break! No studying for me, no thank you. Hahahhaha. But tomorrow and Sunday all-out man.
What on this weekend... Saturday piano lesson, then go church pick up some stuff, then off to Sports Planet for futsal! :D :D Haahahaa then back to church to slack before going off to tkd training. Hehe.
Sunday... NB Real Run in the morning! x) Hopefully can finish in less than an hour luh. Then... over to church for service, I think I'll be dead tired hehehe. Then tofu meeting! Logistics lol.
Man. What to do now. Oh well, I don't feel worried about my past tests. That's a good thing I guess. Cheers!
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Whatever results we get, its all by God's blessing. When you do well, you know its not by your own strength, but by God's grace. So even if you do badly, that in a way is God's gift to you, because we know that in all things, God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to His purpose so He is able to turn all things bad into everything good for you.
Because He loves you.
Thanks, Rach.
Because He loves you.
Thanks, Rach.
I hate EOYs.
I hate sickness and the flu and sneezing and coughing.
And I hate Jasdeep.
Screw off, all... 6 of you, please.
And I want to run again. Runrunrun.
But only when those 6 screw off. Sadly.
At least one of them will be gone by this time next Monday. I look forward to that.
Although Chem was a total disaster, and Chinese wasn't too good either. Social studies seems okay, English too, except for the commentary. How can I control my sneezing when I'm sick, you fool? You think I want to sneeze? I prepared so bloody well for this test and suddenly I fall sick and I can't remember nuts.
What've I done wrong to deserve this, Lord.. Help me out here, please.
I hate sickness and the flu and sneezing and coughing.
And I hate Jasdeep.
Screw off, all... 6 of you, please.
And I want to run again. Runrunrun.
But only when those 6 screw off. Sadly.
At least one of them will be gone by this time next Monday. I look forward to that.
Although Chem was a total disaster, and Chinese wasn't too good either. Social studies seems okay, English too, except for the commentary. How can I control my sneezing when I'm sick, you fool? You think I want to sneeze? I prepared so bloody well for this test and suddenly I fall sick and I can't remember nuts.
What've I done wrong to deserve this, Lord.. Help me out here, please.
You wrestle with the sinner's heart-
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Okay, two days to blog about hehe.
Saturday, I thought there was piano lesson, so I woke up at like 9.15, took one look at the clock, freaked out and chionged. Then I called my mom, asked her if there was lesson, and in the end there WASN'T! Waste my time and taxi money sia. Then went for lunch before going to HT to practice the new songs. Then left at three before rushing over to soccer fellowship!
It was a total BLAST, man. Went on for the Blues, wasn't involved much at the start. Samuel scored one, then we earned a corner, and I was the only one around, so I just took it, and hoped for the best. It did happen, actually hahaha. Marcus rose the highest to loop a header into the far side of the net. And a few minutes after that, there was some neat passing between Samuel and JZ before the loose ball fell to me, and I fed it back for Samuel to make to mistake, putting it past the keeper at the near post. Fourth goal came not too long after, with a sneaky ball crossed by JZ and a defensive mix up to let me get by the near post before the ball cannoned off my shin into the net. Half-time score, 4-0.
As the second half started, most of us were quite refreshed. Samuel was a major force in midfield, and he proved his worth when he saw me making a run, weighted the ball perfectly for me to take one touch and pass it off to Pang Shi, who took a first-time shot. It cannoned off Maurice back into his path, and he made no mistake the second time, scrambling it into goal. By this time the morale of the Reds wasn't that great, and they made several defensive errors. Another corner was conceded, and I took it with a low flighted ball into the box which was miscued by Andy and Samuel leaving Joel with the simple ball of side footing it home. My brace came soon after that, with Andy playing a pass across the face of his defence to Maurice. He didn't see me nip in around him, and left with the easy task of passing the ball into goal, I made no mistake. (In your face, people. Wahaha.) Sandwiched in between these two goals was an amazing half-volley by Samuel from outside the box, which the keeper could only just manage to push over the crossbar. Final score, 7-0 to the Blues.
It was a great day of running and passing, albeit marred just slightly with the appearance of four cramps to Me, Marcus, Daniel and Justin. We must remember to warm up properly before we play! x) Youths aren't that invincible, after all, haha. Everyone was joking about how we should rename it the Fellowship of Cramps. Lol!
Hopefully our PMC Cup practice will be just as fruitful next weekend.
After soccer fellowship, went back to church to be boliao for some time. Nothing much to say haha, then went for taekwondo. I'm so disappointed luh, I didn't get a double promotion. Haiz. Oh well, there's always next time. x) Let's go hhaaha.
Next day...
Morning, went to church, sermon about learning haha. And a really lol advertisement for caroling! Hahahhaa. Then rushed over to HT to help with P&W, it was a GREAT IMPROVEMENT from last time hahhaa. Must better luh. Partially choice of songs, I guess. And we did pray for it. (: Then rushed back to PMC for lunch and TOFU meeting. At the beginning we were really like quiet, and so we need Bertrand to get us started haha, but after awhile the ideas started flowing in a sense, I guess. So we decided on the timeline for the next coming weeks, the committee members and some of the games we might decide to use. xD Yes we're an unproductive bunch. But hopefully the coming meetings will be more fruitful yea. And I really hope El stays on with the team, she's really great. :D :D Read here, you! Hahahahah, just joking. Okay.
After that stoned around in the youth lounge playing pool and boliao-ing. Then went to Novena Square (so far away right!?!??!) for the lame reason of picking up my NB Real Run stuffs. Lol! Then I came home, had dinner, and now I'M BLOGGING! Hahaha. I'm lame. Thanks.
I just realised how little studying I actually got in this weekend. I'm hopeless haiz. Ahahahaha. Okay back to studying. 5 papers next week! Rawr. Ciao.
Saturday, I thought there was piano lesson, so I woke up at like 9.15, took one look at the clock, freaked out and chionged. Then I called my mom, asked her if there was lesson, and in the end there WASN'T! Waste my time and taxi money sia. Then went for lunch before going to HT to practice the new songs. Then left at three before rushing over to soccer fellowship!
It was a total BLAST, man. Went on for the Blues, wasn't involved much at the start. Samuel scored one, then we earned a corner, and I was the only one around, so I just took it, and hoped for the best. It did happen, actually hahaha. Marcus rose the highest to loop a header into the far side of the net. And a few minutes after that, there was some neat passing between Samuel and JZ before the loose ball fell to me, and I fed it back for Samuel to make to mistake, putting it past the keeper at the near post. Fourth goal came not too long after, with a sneaky ball crossed by JZ and a defensive mix up to let me get by the near post before the ball cannoned off my shin into the net. Half-time score, 4-0.
As the second half started, most of us were quite refreshed. Samuel was a major force in midfield, and he proved his worth when he saw me making a run, weighted the ball perfectly for me to take one touch and pass it off to Pang Shi, who took a first-time shot. It cannoned off Maurice back into his path, and he made no mistake the second time, scrambling it into goal. By this time the morale of the Reds wasn't that great, and they made several defensive errors. Another corner was conceded, and I took it with a low flighted ball into the box which was miscued by Andy and Samuel leaving Joel with the simple ball of side footing it home. My brace came soon after that, with Andy playing a pass across the face of his defence to Maurice. He didn't see me nip in around him, and left with the easy task of passing the ball into goal, I made no mistake. (In your face, people. Wahaha.) Sandwiched in between these two goals was an amazing half-volley by Samuel from outside the box, which the keeper could only just manage to push over the crossbar. Final score, 7-0 to the Blues.
It was a great day of running and passing, albeit marred just slightly with the appearance of four cramps to Me, Marcus, Daniel and Justin. We must remember to warm up properly before we play! x) Youths aren't that invincible, after all, haha. Everyone was joking about how we should rename it the Fellowship of Cramps. Lol!
Hopefully our PMC Cup practice will be just as fruitful next weekend.
After soccer fellowship, went back to church to be boliao for some time. Nothing much to say haha, then went for taekwondo. I'm so disappointed luh, I didn't get a double promotion. Haiz. Oh well, there's always next time. x) Let's go hhaaha.
Next day...
Morning, went to church, sermon about learning haha. And a really lol advertisement for caroling! Hahahhaa. Then rushed over to HT to help with P&W, it was a GREAT IMPROVEMENT from last time hahhaa. Must better luh. Partially choice of songs, I guess. And we did pray for it. (: Then rushed back to PMC for lunch and TOFU meeting. At the beginning we were really like quiet, and so we need Bertrand to get us started haha, but after awhile the ideas started flowing in a sense, I guess. So we decided on the timeline for the next coming weeks, the committee members and some of the games we might decide to use. xD Yes we're an unproductive bunch. But hopefully the coming meetings will be more fruitful yea. And I really hope El stays on with the team, she's really great. :D :D Read here, you! Hahahahah, just joking. Okay.
After that stoned around in the youth lounge playing pool and boliao-ing. Then went to Novena Square (so far away right!?!??!) for the lame reason of picking up my NB Real Run stuffs. Lol! Then I came home, had dinner, and now I'M BLOGGING! Hahaha. I'm lame. Thanks.
I just realised how little studying I actually got in this weekend. I'm hopeless haiz. Ahahahaha. Okay back to studying. 5 papers next week! Rawr. Ciao.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
No time to post now lol, will post tomorrow, I promise. See you!
Short summary of today anyway. No piano lesson -.- So went to HT to help with P&W before rushing over to East Spring for Soccer fellowship. Got LOTS to write about on that count. Then cabbed over to PMC to study/slack/eat CHICKEN RICE. I seem to be living on it now hahahhaa.
Okay tomorrow then.
Short summary of today anyway. No piano lesson -.- So went to HT to help with P&W before rushing over to East Spring for Soccer fellowship. Got LOTS to write about on that count. Then cabbed over to PMC to study/slack/eat CHICKEN RICE. I seem to be living on it now hahahhaa.
Okay tomorrow then.
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Lol today was a total whirlwind. Total.
Stupid bus always comes at such WEIRD timings! Either I'm just on time, really late, or just late. -.- I'm never too early, which is really lame dots! Physics was quite normal, did practice questions. I got a 3.2! :D 28/30 for my performance task, hehe.
Then PE played handball, scored some nice goals, Deep was being his usual self. Lalala.
Then we were going to do revision in Math, before Mrs. Tan asked someone to pull the screen down, Bob told me to do it (-.-) and I literally pulled the screen down. And it landed on my arm. How damn LOL it was. HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA. Seriously la, everybody was laughing about how "strong" I was and about the "Josiah effect". Josiah shouldn't sit so close to unstable things. Looool. But anyway, went to ice it, then after icing I realized it swelled damn badly, so during Chem I left school early to get it checked out. Have you seen someone with a serious fracture, not a hairline one? The bone sticks out. How gruesome pfft.
Yea so went to the doctor's, he checked it out, said it wasn't likely to be a fracture, but I should monitor it for the next few days. Muscle contusion LOL. Lucky I'm the one who went and pulled the thing down, not Josiah or anyone else. Because I'm LEFT HANDED :D :D So I can still take my exams (xP) Not a good way of putting it ahhha.
But it's just too bad it isn't a fracture D: I mean, with a muscle contusion, it's injured anyway, so you can't really use it right? But with a fracture... YOU GET A CAST! How cool is that la! xD Okay my viewpoints are warped, I know. But casts are just so cool :D ESPECIALLY THOSE IN BRIGHT LUMINOUS PINK. Wahahahahhahahhaha.
But the doctor just put some gel on it. Haiz. It's a good thing I guess. Means I can play House Carn! x) My dad wants to complain to the school haha, says it's unsafe. Stress fracture sia; never maintain tsktsk.
Oh well. Going to church later to study SS with the O'Level-ers. Hehe. See you around!
P.S It's so WEEEEIIIRRRD. I mean, every other school's exams end tomorrow. Ours START tomorrow! Wthellllllll. Agree with me, you know you want to. But I guess we can't complain ._> O-Levels start the day ours end. Haha xD
Jiayou everybody!
Stupid bus always comes at such WEIRD timings! Either I'm just on time, really late, or just late. -.- I'm never too early, which is really lame dots! Physics was quite normal, did practice questions. I got a 3.2! :D 28/30 for my performance task, hehe.
Then PE played handball, scored some nice goals, Deep was being his usual self. Lalala.
Then we were going to do revision in Math, before Mrs. Tan asked someone to pull the screen down, Bob told me to do it (-.-) and I literally pulled the screen down. And it landed on my arm. How damn LOL it was. HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA. Seriously la, everybody was laughing about how "strong" I was and about the "Josiah effect". Josiah shouldn't sit so close to unstable things. Looool. But anyway, went to ice it, then after icing I realized it swelled damn badly, so during Chem I left school early to get it checked out. Have you seen someone with a serious fracture, not a hairline one? The bone sticks out. How gruesome pfft.
Yea so went to the doctor's, he checked it out, said it wasn't likely to be a fracture, but I should monitor it for the next few days. Muscle contusion LOL. Lucky I'm the one who went and pulled the thing down, not Josiah or anyone else. Because I'm LEFT HANDED :D :D So I can still take my exams (xP) Not a good way of putting it ahhha.
But it's just too bad it isn't a fracture D: I mean, with a muscle contusion, it's injured anyway, so you can't really use it right? But with a fracture... YOU GET A CAST! How cool is that la! xD Okay my viewpoints are warped, I know. But casts are just so cool :D ESPECIALLY THOSE IN BRIGHT LUMINOUS PINK. Wahahahahhahahhaha.
But the doctor just put some gel on it. Haiz. It's a good thing I guess. Means I can play House Carn! x) My dad wants to complain to the school haha, says it's unsafe. Stress fracture sia; never maintain tsktsk.
Oh well. Going to church later to study SS with the O'Level-ers. Hehe. See you around!
P.S It's so WEEEEIIIRRRD. I mean, every other school's exams end tomorrow. Ours START tomorrow! Wthellllllll. Agree with me, you know you want to. But I guess we can't complain ._> O-Levels start the day ours end. Haha xD
Jiayou everybody!
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
I am not unhappy anymore! I am normal now. And I've finally got all the overdue projects OFF MY BACK. So now it's time for full-blown mugging like I've never done before.
One or two more weeks left before I go crazy. Please let those weeks pass quickly. But no so quickly until I can't finish all my papers. =X
Pffft! So far so good, revision's going not too badly, I can handle most of the math and chemistry, physics might need a bit more help though. Lalala.
Man, I need more willpower hehe. So boliao la! Everyone else's exams end so early, unlike ours. 20th last paper leh! D: RAWR.
Oh well. Nothing much to blog about; I want a PSP! xD Randomness. Sorry.
Another time then.
One or two more weeks left before I go crazy. Please let those weeks pass quickly. But no so quickly until I can't finish all my papers. =X
Pffft! So far so good, revision's going not too badly, I can handle most of the math and chemistry, physics might need a bit more help though. Lalala.
Man, I need more willpower hehe. So boliao la! Everyone else's exams end so early, unlike ours. 20th last paper leh! D: RAWR.
Oh well. Nothing much to blog about; I want a PSP! xD Randomness. Sorry.
Another time then.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Lol! I am not an emo freak. :D
Just felt really disappointed, because I wanted Moor captaincy so much. But I guess this year just wasn't meant to be my year. Especially because of my grades. Haiz.
But thanks for waking me up. I appreciate it.
You people better watch out. If you think it's cause of my grades that's why I'm not Moor captain, then you watch out. I'm going to smash every single stereotype about me. Watch out.
I swear.
But for now, all I can do is wait for another chance. Like someone said, Sec 4 life won't be a waste of time even though I'm not a leader. I'm going to try to make the best of what I have right now, and the other stuff that I'm committed too, as much as I am for Moor. Tofu, taekwondo, whatever.
Although that really won't stop disappointment from eating me inside out. The moment I came into RI, the first thing really inspired me wasn't the school song, the flags, the history, the whatever. It was Moor House's captain, Daryl's attitude and charisma that made me set an actual definite goal for the time that I spend in RI. And actual goal. Something that I do, really really very rarely.
And that goal was to work as best as I could for the Moor captaincy.
Three years down the road, that dream has been shattered. Not because I didn't live up to my own expectations in serving the house, rather, because I didn't live up to the expectations required from a student. And that's the reality of it all. Not because I've been inactive in the house, not because I haven't been proactive regarding the house. Because of my studies.
Just before they announced captaincy, my heart was beating so badly. Such that I was nearly going to black out. And then my nicely fabricated world just came crashing down and reality set in, and I just stone. And stone. And stone. Everything I worked so hard for failed to materialise. Something that I've actually worked for and towards.
And I don't even have the support of the people I called my friends. Some help you guys are.
Why the hell do I feel like crying now? And why is it I can't cry?
SOMEONE ANSWER THOSE QUESTIONS.
And I don't need mollycoddling. I'm not some kid who'll give up everything if he doesn't get what he wants. So don't tell me that I'm good enough if I'm not; don't tell me things that aren't true: don't tell me to keep my head up when I just can't. Because right now, I can't. At least for the time being.
But thanks for trying to help. Really.
I just need some time, maybe a little more than a little to get over this. But I'll bounce back, as I always do. I hope. Some setbacks are greater than others.
This is one of them. Don't tell me you've felt the same way before, because I don't think you know the feeling of being totally crushed. Totally. The disappointment's just sitting in there, making me so damned uncomfortable.
Just bear with me, and I promise you, I'll be back. Better than ever. You just watch and see.
I'm not going to let them win. I'm never going to let them win. It's up to me to make the most of what I have, and I plan to do so. It's time for a major overhaul. And nobody's going to stop me from doing what I want to do. I don't need Moor house leadership, or any leadership for the matter, to do what I'm passionate about. It's about me; not you, not anyone else. Although you being there with me when I'm triumphant would make the victory all the more sweeter.
I'm going to do this. I know it. Just. Watch. And. See. I'll shut all my critics up; I promise.
Just felt really disappointed, because I wanted Moor captaincy so much. But I guess this year just wasn't meant to be my year. Especially because of my grades. Haiz.
But thanks for waking me up. I appreciate it.
You people better watch out. If you think it's cause of my grades that's why I'm not Moor captain, then you watch out. I'm going to smash every single stereotype about me. Watch out.
I swear.
But for now, all I can do is wait for another chance. Like someone said, Sec 4 life won't be a waste of time even though I'm not a leader. I'm going to try to make the best of what I have right now, and the other stuff that I'm committed too, as much as I am for Moor. Tofu, taekwondo, whatever.
Although that really won't stop disappointment from eating me inside out. The moment I came into RI, the first thing really inspired me wasn't the school song, the flags, the history, the whatever. It was Moor House's captain, Daryl's attitude and charisma that made me set an actual definite goal for the time that I spend in RI. And actual goal. Something that I do, really really very rarely.
And that goal was to work as best as I could for the Moor captaincy.
Three years down the road, that dream has been shattered. Not because I didn't live up to my own expectations in serving the house, rather, because I didn't live up to the expectations required from a student. And that's the reality of it all. Not because I've been inactive in the house, not because I haven't been proactive regarding the house. Because of my studies.
Just before they announced captaincy, my heart was beating so badly. Such that I was nearly going to black out. And then my nicely fabricated world just came crashing down and reality set in, and I just stone. And stone. And stone. Everything I worked so hard for failed to materialise. Something that I've actually worked for and towards.
And I don't even have the support of the people I called my friends. Some help you guys are.
Why the hell do I feel like crying now? And why is it I can't cry?
SOMEONE ANSWER THOSE QUESTIONS.
And I don't need mollycoddling. I'm not some kid who'll give up everything if he doesn't get what he wants. So don't tell me that I'm good enough if I'm not; don't tell me things that aren't true: don't tell me to keep my head up when I just can't. Because right now, I can't. At least for the time being.
But thanks for trying to help. Really.
I just need some time, maybe a little more than a little to get over this. But I'll bounce back, as I always do. I hope. Some setbacks are greater than others.
This is one of them. Don't tell me you've felt the same way before, because I don't think you know the feeling of being totally crushed. Totally. The disappointment's just sitting in there, making me so damned uncomfortable.
Just bear with me, and I promise you, I'll be back. Better than ever. You just watch and see.
I'm not going to let them win. I'm never going to let them win. It's up to me to make the most of what I have, and I plan to do so. It's time for a major overhaul. And nobody's going to stop me from doing what I want to do. I don't need Moor house leadership, or any leadership for the matter, to do what I'm passionate about. It's about me; not you, not anyone else. Although you being there with me when I'm triumphant would make the victory all the more sweeter.
I'm going to do this. I know it. Just. Watch. And. See. I'll shut all my critics up; I promise.
War on terror, war of terror
Monday, October 6, 2008
Today was boring at worst, boring at best. Heh, why does my life seem so boring? OH RIGHT. Exams are round the corner. Pfft. I can't wait to get them over with. By the way, I am now third on Facebook's "Who's got the biggest brain?" application. Heh.
And can you believe this, my chinese GPA is 3.2!!! =O Hahahahhahahhaa. Ownage luh. Anyway. First period English, went through last year's EOY, then Philo, did Math. I have a REALLY COLOURFUL formula sheet! xD Stupid Wendy and Shien and Zac were spoofing it wthell?? LOL.
Then math, finished coordinate geometry. We are behind time! Which means we are consistent, according to Bob. LOL? Hahahhahaha. Recess was boliao, then Chinese. Heh, we beat her back to class by like, a minute. So close luh! Heng sia. Social studies, just go through what we learnt before, like always.
Bio.. OHMYGOSH THAT REMINDS ME. Have to pick up Mr. Law's SSQs from Edulearn. Hee. Anyway, got back practical results... I beat Dhivian! But I feel bad for him, it wasn't really fair haha.
Anyway. Stupid PSLs got meeting after school, so I went to 1A slack with Martyn and Steve. It's really dumb la, Wendy didn't appeal successfully either, but he goes and talks with Mr. Law and poof, he's a *&#^ing PSL. And what about poor me? I talk to Mr. Law too, but oh no, I don't get a concrete answer. That's great luh. My life is &^%$ing crashing down round me. No Moor House Captaincy, no good CCA, no PSLship, there's nothing left in school to really LIVE for.
Why do you think I go to church so often? Sheesh. I want to freaking get out of this lifeless husk I'm living in and break free. Stop chaining me down; I know I can do so much more than this.
I shall lament again. No PSL, no House Captaincy. How the hell is Secondary 4 life going to be enjoying and fulfilling without those two things? Pointless. Totally pointless.
Exams please come faster, and then holidays please come faster, and then we'll dance until the end of time. Let's go; just that bit more.
And can you believe this, my chinese GPA is 3.2!!! =O Hahahahhahahhaa. Ownage luh. Anyway. First period English, went through last year's EOY, then Philo, did Math. I have a REALLY COLOURFUL formula sheet! xD Stupid Wendy and Shien and Zac were spoofing it wthell?? LOL.
Then math, finished coordinate geometry. We are behind time! Which means we are consistent, according to Bob. LOL? Hahahhahaha. Recess was boliao, then Chinese. Heh, we beat her back to class by like, a minute. So close luh! Heng sia. Social studies, just go through what we learnt before, like always.
Bio.. OHMYGOSH THAT REMINDS ME. Have to pick up Mr. Law's SSQs from Edulearn. Hee. Anyway, got back practical results... I beat Dhivian! But I feel bad for him, it wasn't really fair haha.
Anyway. Stupid PSLs got meeting after school, so I went to 1A slack with Martyn and Steve. It's really dumb la, Wendy didn't appeal successfully either, but he goes and talks with Mr. Law and poof, he's a *&#^ing PSL. And what about poor me? I talk to Mr. Law too, but oh no, I don't get a concrete answer. That's great luh. My life is &^%$ing crashing down round me. No Moor House Captaincy, no good CCA, no PSLship, there's nothing left in school to really LIVE for.
Why do you think I go to church so often? Sheesh. I want to freaking get out of this lifeless husk I'm living in and break free. Stop chaining me down; I know I can do so much more than this.
I shall lament again. No PSL, no House Captaincy. How the hell is Secondary 4 life going to be enjoying and fulfilling without those two things? Pointless. Totally pointless.
Exams please come faster, and then holidays please come faster, and then we'll dance until the end of time. Let's go; just that bit more.
Sunday, October 5, 2008
What the hell. Some random asshole just called me and asked me if I was David, I said yes, then he told me to stop disturbing a certain someone. I asked him who I was disturbing, then he asked me to think, who do I think I'm disturbing. I said I don't think I'm disturbing anyone, he call me fucker, jibai, then tell me to meet him at Tampines Mall. So I say I don't have any time for this, he tell me give them my address. Who the hell do they think they are?
They know that I'm from freaking RI. They know my handphone number. What the hell. Only know how to call me vulgar things. And the problem is that I don't even have a concrete idea of who I'm disturbing! A few different people maybe, but none of them so... crazy to go call people come harass me right?
What the hell man. I'm so fucking freaked now. I hate. I HATE whoever backstabbed me like this. What the hell did I ever do to deserve this shit?
FUCK. IT.
They know that I'm from freaking RI. They know my handphone number. What the hell. Only know how to call me vulgar things. And the problem is that I don't even have a concrete idea of who I'm disturbing! A few different people maybe, but none of them so... crazy to go call people come harass me right?
What the hell man. I'm so fucking freaked now. I hate. I HATE whoever backstabbed me like this. What the hell did I ever do to deserve this shit?
FUCK. IT.
Friday, October 3, 2008
Today was quite boliao! Seriously. RE Congress was quite no-point (no offense) because I don't think any of us paid much attention. >< Especially the last part. The talk by Dr. William Tan was not too bad, but then none of us went for the RESL fair, instead choosing to slack in one of the classrooms. And for the project presentations, we just stoned throughout. Not many of us actually got what the projects were about -.-
Then we played soccer for like, quite some time, and tried to convince Cal to stop his table-tennis madness and play soccer. He didn't. But Suwe, Ping Yen and Wendy were damn joker la! Pretend to be Cal's girlfriends. SUPER GAY LOL.
Then went to Marine Parade library to study with Symone, Kimberly and Sean. Lol. But I didn't teach Sym her chem! Lol I feel so guilty. And I sneaked coffee up to the third floor! xD Then when the girls had a craving for McFlurries, we went to Parkway where I put my Starbucks voucher to good use. Hee. Two cups in an hour! Lol, so hyper. But for some reason I feel like sleeping now ._. AND Symone and Sean are crazy luh! (Kim READ THIS.)
Lol. Then Sean and I took a cab because I was waaaay past my curfew time. Sean lives so far into Kembangan luh! Took the cabbie about.. 15 minutes to find his way out? But at least at the end he cut off $2.70 from the bill. Nice guy, yea? Haha.
I don't know if I should say this, but I feel like getting a piercing. LOL. Just joking. It's a floater, that's all. But I can hardly wait for EOYs to end, then I'll be freeeee!
:D
Hopefully they'll come on later (:
Then we played soccer for like, quite some time, and tried to convince Cal to stop his table-tennis madness and play soccer. He didn't. But Suwe, Ping Yen and Wendy were damn joker la! Pretend to be Cal's girlfriends. SUPER GAY LOL.
Then went to Marine Parade library to study with Symone, Kimberly and Sean. Lol. But I didn't teach Sym her chem! Lol I feel so guilty. And I sneaked coffee up to the third floor! xD Then when the girls had a craving for McFlurries, we went to Parkway where I put my Starbucks voucher to good use. Hee. Two cups in an hour! Lol, so hyper. But for some reason I feel like sleeping now ._. AND Symone and Sean are crazy luh! (Kim READ THIS.)
Lol. Then Sean and I took a cab because I was waaaay past my curfew time. Sean lives so far into Kembangan luh! Took the cabbie about.. 15 minutes to find his way out? But at least at the end he cut off $2.70 from the bill. Nice guy, yea? Haha.
I don't know if I should say this, but I feel like getting a piercing. LOL. Just joking. It's a floater, that's all. But I can hardly wait for EOYs to end, then I'll be freeeee!
:D
Hopefully they'll come on later (:
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