IT'S THE 31st OF MARCH!

Which means.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACH :D

Thanks for being such a great person ever since I got to know you August last year. (: It's a great feeling to know that there's someone you can talk to whenever you're in distress or anything, and honestly I don't know what I would've done those times if I didn't have someone to talk to. So I'm really glad God sent you as a blessing for me. :D

Continue to grow in him and be a light to others who may need it! And although you're never ever going to get your ultimate birthday wish.. Well, I hope you'll continue to be the bubbly friendly (insert what people think of you) person that you are. And all the best for the rest of the school year. Love ya! :D

And.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENJI! :D

Can't say exactly the same as I did for Rach, so yeah. I split you guys up (: Anyway thanks for being the funniest (or at least one of) guys I have ever met. It's been great knowing you, and I don't think I'd have clicked as well in church if you hadn't been there. Seriously man my people skills have gone over 9000 after learning from you. JUST JOKING. But it was great working with you for TOFU even though it was so long ago, so yeah.

Can't say many people have a good impression of you in school, but you've changed mine totally. Cheers man, I hope you continue to be a person after His heart and well. Be the nice guy that you are. Rock on!

And you still owe me my Morrison shirt and my FBTs. Gimme back uh :D

Anyway I HOPE YOU GUYS HAVE GREAT BIRTHDAYS :D :D :D

And on a tad bit sadder note, it's over, it's behind me, I'm going to get on without it. ;D

Right let's backtrack a bit yeah. Powerpoint was awesome ;D And I shan't go into too much detail, but I had a great time yeahh.

I WANT TGIGF TO ROCK. God, please, bless the event and be amongst us. (:

Believe. That's all there is to it. And God will do supernatural things for you; to you; through you.

Let's go TGIGF! I hope, I really hope a lot of people will be touched by Your presence, God.

And so it comes.

Heyo all. I didn't go for training today cause I was sick. And Mr. Lim says that I should have told him in person and stayed to watched training. And said that he worked so hard to get me into school squad and now he's disappointed and he's rather Gregory take my place. What the hell man D: Isn't it the most logical solution to get home and rest and be refreshed for the next training session?

Anyway, today wasn't bad. Although all academic subject and I felt like falling asleep in at least half of them. xD But yeah, oh wells. Tomorrow's a day off for staff training day! And then back to school on Wednesday. I'm like so so so dead broke ): But Cheng Yi's ipod rocks haha.

AND TO MAKE YOU HAPPY CHENGYI: HAPPY BDAY HEBE. xD

Man, you'd better come see this or I'll have wasted my time. =X

Hahah okay seeya later.

The greatest distance is me standing in front of you,
and you not knowing what i'm really thinking;

Yay. SPH Relay tomorrow, 4x200m. Hope I can run something.. respectable =\

Crap I'm going to waste a 200 buck+ ticket to Winter's Tale, cause I forgot that I had relay tomorrow -.-

And then going back to church for dinner and Powerpoint; I'm really looking forward to it (:

Social studies make up test was surprisingly easy! :D I could talk quite a lot of sense, at least this time haha. And I managed not to rush out any random points, everything seemed normal and cogent. Yeahhhh. Let's hope it comes back good.

Omg, I'm starting to owe Chinese homework again. ): Not good man. Haiz. And Chem was just funny xD Everyone running around cause they were freaked by uh. Nitrogen dioxide. Which, if breathed in, dissolves in your lungs to form nitric acid ;D Scared much?

But yeah. Derek's okay! Yay for him, but he wasted 4k on a cardio. >_> All he did was a couple of scans and a test. Hahaha, oh well, better safe than sorry.

And I'd like to thanks Daphne Chengyi StephTang and StephLee, especially Steph Lee. Cause she prayed for my race tomorrow, and although she's never done it before she said she'd try. (: Praise be to God :D

And yeah Steph. I'M GLAD YOU LIKED YOUR PRESENT :D My wallet's still smouldering hee. Hahahaha. But yeah, have fun with it (:

Cheers, I'm going off early to do some mental prep for tomorrow. By which I mean sleep like a pig. Ciao!

Cross country was eventful (:

Debby has nice hair. RJC guys got 1,2,4,5,7,8. Like, total ownage. RJC girls didn't do bad either. RI B got fourth, RI C was unplaced. But omg Derek had an asthma attack halfway through and he fainted and he was like on oxygen assistance and like sent to hospital. I was shocked man, totally. And I prayed for him. Latest news is that he's been discharged and he's fine. (:

After that went back to school, skipped math because there's obviously no point in going for just 15 minutes of it. I DID A SUCCESSFUL RAINBOW AND VOLLEYED IT INTO GOAL WHEE. Then lunch was spent playing soccer with the guys, I was lousy. Heh. My keeping has deproved like crap, I need to bring it up again. Haiz. Chem was damn fun. STUPID BOY WITH NO NAME. Keep on spraying with me with the stupid deionised water ugh.

Then training. I WAS HOW SUPER TIRED OKAY. And RGS ended so early today D: not fair. But we didn't do much, stupid lightning watch. Like when the sky's clear and there's no lightning in sight it starts flashing. And when the lightning is so close it's freaky, it stops flashing. How fail is that? -.- So in the end we didn't do any jumps, just strength training. I need better fast-twitch muscles and core muscles. Haiz, so fails.

Epic soccer with the guys, epic cause I failed epically haiz. Someone tell me how to save toepoke penalties. COACH BOB. TEACH ME LEH. Or else we're gonna lose the stupid tournament :'(

Oh well. Everything's fine now (:

Other than my goalkeeping and my energy levels. Heh.

Quiz.

if you've seen over 85 films, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 239 films on this list. Have fun.

[ ] Rocky Horror Picture Show
[ ] Grease
[X] Pirates of the Caribbean
[X] Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
[ ] Boondock Saints
[ ] Fight Club
[ ] Starsky and Hutch
[ ] Neverending Story
[ ] Blazing Saddles
[ ] Airplane (Flying High)
Total so far: 2

[] The Princess Bride
[ ] Anchorman
[ ] Napoleon Dynamite
[ ] Labyrinth
[] Saw
[ ] Saw II
[ ] White Noise
[ ] White Oleander
[] Anger Management
[] 50 First Dates
[X] The Princess Diaries
[X] The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
Total so far: 4

[ ] Scream
[ ] Scream 2
[ ] Scream 3
[] Scary Movie
[] Scary Movie 2
[] Scary Movie 3
[] Scary Movie 4
[ ] American Pie
[ ] American Pie 2
[] American Wedding
[ ] American Pie Band Camp
Total so far: 6

[X] Harry Potter 1
[X] Harry Potter 2
[X] Harry Potter 3
[X] Harry Potter 4
[X] Resident Evil 1
[X] Resident Evil 2
[ ] The Wedding Singer
[ ] Little Black Book
[ ] The Village
[X] Lilo & Stitch
Total so far: 13

[X] Finding Nemo
[ ] Finding Neverland
[ ] Signs
[ ] The Grinch
[ ] Texas Chainsaw Massacre
[ ] Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
[x] White Chicks
[ ] Butterfly Effect
[ ] 13 Going on 30
[X] I, Robot
[X] Robots
Total so far: 17

[ ] Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
[ ] Universal Soldier
[ ] Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
[ ] Along Came Polly
[ ] Deep Impact
[ ] KingPin
[ ] Never Been Kissed
[X] Meet The Parents
[X] Meet the Fockers
[ ] Eight Crazy Nights
[ ] Joe Dirt
[X] KING KONG
Total so far: 20

[X] A Cinderella Story
[ ] The Terminal
[ ] The Lizzie McGuire Movie
[ ] Passport to Paris
[ ] Dumb & Dumber
[ ] Dumber & Dumberer
[ ] Final Destination
[ ] Final Destination 2
[ ] Final Destination 3
[ ] Halloween
[ ] The Ring
[ ] The Ring 2
[ ] Surviving X-MAS
[X] Flubber
Total so far: 22

[ ] Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
[ ] Practical Magic
[ ] Chicago
[ ] Ghost Ship
[ ] From Hell
[X] Hellboy
[ ] Secret Window
[X] I Am Sam
[ ] The Whole Nine Yards
[ ] The Whole Ten Yards
Total so far: 24

[X] The Day After Tomorrow
[ ] Child's Play
[ ] Seed of Chucky
[ ] Bride of Chucky
[ ] Ten Things I Hate About You
[ ] Just Married
[ ] Gothika
[ ] Nightmare on Elm Street
[ ] Sixteen Candles
[X] Remember the Titans
[X] Coach Carter
[ ] The Grudge
[ ] The Grudge 2
[X] The Mask
[X] Son Of The Mask
Total so far: 29

[ ] Bad Boys
[ ] Bad Boys 2
[ ] Joy Ride
[ ] Lucky Number Slevin
[ ] Ocean's Eleven
[ ] Ocean's Twelve
[ ] Bourne Identity
[ ] Bourne Supremacy
[ ] Lone Star
[ ] Bedazzled
[ ] Predator I
[ ] Predator II
[ ] The Fog
[X] Ice Age
[ ] Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
[ ] Curious George
Total so far: 30

[ ] Independence Day
[ ] Cujo
[ ] A Bronx Tale
[ ] Darkness Falls
[ ] Christine
[X] ET
[ ] Children of the Corn
[ ] My Boss's Daughter
[ ] Maid in Manhattan
[ ] War of the Worlds
[X] Rush Hour
[X] Rush Hour 2
Total so far: 33

[ ] Best Bet
[ ] How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
[ ] She's All That
[ ] Calendar Girls
[ ] Sideways
[ ] Mars Attacks
[ ] Event Horizon
[ ] Ever After
[X] Wizard of Oz
[ ] Forrest Gump
[ ] Big Trouble in Little China
[ ] The Terminator
[ ] The Terminator 2
[X]The Terminator 3
Total so far: 35

[X] X-Men
[X] X-2
[X] X-3
[X] Spider-Man
[X] Spider-Man 2
[X] Sky High
[ ] Jeepers Creepers
[ ] Jeepers Creepers 2
[ ] Catch Me If You Can
[X] The Little Mermaid
[ ] Freaky Friday
[ ] Reign of Fire
[ ] The Skulls
[ ] Cruel Intentions
[ ] Cruel Intentions 2
[ ] The Hot Chick
[X] Shrek
[X] Shrek 2
Total so far: 44

[ ] Swimfan
[ ] Miracle on 34th street
[ ] Old School
[ ] The Notebook
[ ] K-Pax
[ ] Krippendorf's Tribe
[ ] A Walk to Remember
[ ] Ice Castles
[ ] Boogeyman
[ ] The 40-year-old Virgin
Total so far: 44

[X] Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
[X] Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
[X] Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
[X] Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
[X] Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
[X] Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
Total so far: 50

[ ] Baseketball
[ ] Hostel
[ ] Waiting for Guffman
[ ] House of 1000 Corpses
[ ] Devils Rejects
[ ] Elf
[ ] Highlander
[ ] Mothman Prophecies
[ ] American History X
[ ] Three
Total so Far: 50

[ ] The Jacket
[X] Kung Fu Hustle
[X] Shaolin Soccer
[ ] Night Watch
[X] Monsters Inc.
[X] Titanic
[ ] Monty Python and the Holy Grail
[ ] Shaun Of the Dead
[ ] Willard
Total so far: 54

[ ] High Tension
[ ] Club Dread
[X] Hulk
[ ] Dawn Of the Dead
[ ] Hook
[X] Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
[ ] 28 days later
[ ] Orgazmo
[ ] Phantasm
[ ] Waterworld
Total so far: 56

[ ] Kill Bill vol 1
[ ] Kill Bill vol 2
[ ] Mortal Kombat
[ ] Wolf Creek
[X] Kingdom of Heaven
[ ] The Hills Have Eyes
[ ] I Spit on Your Grave aka the Day of the Woman
[ ] The Last House on the Left
[ ] Re-Animator
[ ] Army of Darkness
Total so far: 57

[X] Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
[X] Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
[X] Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
[X] Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
[X] Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
[X]Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
[ ] Ewoks Caravan Of Courage
[ ] Ewoks The Battle For Endor
Total so far: 63

[X] The Matrix
[X] The Matrix Reloaded
[X] The Matrix Revolutions
[ ] Animatrix
[ ] Evil Dead
[ ] Evil Dead 2
[ ] Team America: World Police
[ ] Red Dragon
[ ] Silence of the Lambs

TOTAL : 66.

Yeah. I'm like, half lifeless. Whee.

Yayyyy today was boring. Sorry man, paradoxical haha.

Uhm. School luh, what to talk about. English impromptu speech! How crazy is that :D Cause I can't do it tomorrow -.- Dots man. And then math TA was surprisingly do-able! :O

Nationals Cross Country Finals tomorrow :D JIAYOU PEOPLES. Like, uhm, for people I know. Leeni, Derek, Yeong Yang, Jiya. Yeap. All the best! (And I get to skip the first four periods whee) But RE is replaced by chem and there's math before that. Haiz. Then training. I should try and sleep earlier, it's like so sian today luh. Didn't fall asleep in class though :D

I will post again later, hee. Ciao!

Zomg. I can't believe I sent Steph a bday sms but I forgot a bday post. Tsk me. Lol.

Well. Here goes. Happy (belated) birthday Steph! :D

I'll just repeat what I sent you over sms heh.

Yeah I'm glad I had the chance to meet you and although you're like new to church and like a new friend I hope I'll get to know you better and that you'll be able to make more friends in church (: And well, haha, I pray that you'll continue to find love in God's house and keep on coming, and although you may not believe in Him yet, continue to grow in Him as a person. :D

Okay now I'm stuck for words too. Hmm. Oh yeah. YOU WILL BE TOTALLY BOWLED OVER AT YOUR PRESENT HEE. Now I need to get you to see this. Okay later tonight then. :D

Yeap that's all from me. Glad you had fun on your birthday haha. Take care God bless!

Daphne Cheong wants me to update my blog, so here I am.

Today was quite boring (: Sermon was fine, couldn't really understand it in the beginning but it all fell into place near the end. Then small group bible study about tradition. I lent Steph my three Planetshakers CDs, I hope she doesn't go crazy and like totally rip them apart. Apparently she can be like that. :O TAKE CARE OF THEM PLEASESSS. Lol then lunch with Liang Zhi, Shawn, Benjamin, Rachel and Felicia. I want Felicia's metabolism rate! It's like, she eats all this oily and fatty stuff and she never grows fat ughh not fair. D:

And then chionged pool and table tennis in Youth Lounge. I didn't know Amanda was a table tennis player in primary school! :O Like she's pro (: But I beat Cheng Yi in every table tennis game today (: THE POOL TABLE IS SLANTED LIKE CRAZY.

And I couldn't poke Daphne today noooo. Cause the only time I saw her she was with her mom. Boohoo. Well there's always next week heh. You watch out, girl. :D

Then went to Tampines Mall with Cheng Yi to get something for a friend. She'll totally not expect it luhh haha. Can't wait to see her reaction.

And now I'm home. School starts tomorrow! Pfffft.

//EDIT//

Oh and, about BYOF, for those who didn't go, YOU GUYS ARE SAD PEOPLE :D Missed so much man! Hahahahha. Like, played "Pacman" in church. Which was honestly quite retarded in a good way (: And then went to Pasir Ris park, chicken rice for lunch, then random sports. Captain's ball, soccer, frisbee, dodgeball and handball hahaha. Captain's ball and soccer were the best man. And I'd play netball if I have the chance. Hahahhaahhaha. Anyway after sports there was like free time. So we played more sports :D ULTI Captain's Ball! Nearly everyone joined in, how funzxc. And Shak dropped by from her party to visit. (:

And then back to church, God blessed us totally man, it started raining after we just reached church. Movie, Facing the Giants, really inspirational. And all the kids are going *Raises up hands* "DAVID!" (In a honky accent, of all things). Hahahahha but it's good fun. (: Then dinner, ownage cheesecakes and food, then prizes and then it's over. But we all had a GREAT time of fellowship and fun, and whoever missed out? Too bad for you guys (: But I'm sure there'll be other opportunities. Thanks Sam, and LG for planning this for us :D

Isaiah 55:8-9 (King James Version)

"For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the LORD.
For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts."

At first Mr Quek didn't sign me up for any Nationals event. Oh well, what could I expect? Even though I've been training and training, I'm still such a noob. So yeah, no biggie. Gregory Lawrence was supposed to take my place.

And suddenly Mr. Lim calls me up, tells me that he's asked Mr. Quek to sign me up for Nationals. Yeahhhh coach rocks. :D

I'm going to put in my all, yeap. So hopefully I won't disappoint him.

And uh Shaun Sng, if you're reading my blogposts, I want to talk to you :D I hope you're back by this Sunday yeah. (:

Yesterday wasn't much really.

Went to church, lunch at Subway, then went back, played table tennis (which was totally fun), pool was quite okay too, before zaoing for Trinity Cup Fiesta.

On the way there it started raining like completely wacko. For nearly an hour. HOW IS IT CLOUDS HAVE THIS MUCH STAMINA D: And cause the ground was so wet, netball was cancelled but we still played on. First match against TCC Veterans, lost 1-0, had a couple of bad decisions by the ref going against us. Did okay on the right but couldn't find the space to kill off the game. Need to work more on that lol.

Second game didn't play, lost 2-0, also both were defensive errors by us. Netball girls left after the match lol. Went to eat Cafeela prata. Totally rocks there man, you should go try. Jalan Kayu, can't miss it.

Third match, played in goal, made a couple of good saves, and there wasn't much I could do about the conceded goal. Corner came in, I shouted for ball, some Languages player clattered into me from the back, but I stayed on my feet, so apparently no foul. But I couldn't leave the ground, so no ball taken, so another Languages player scrambled it in. Haiz. Never mind, we played okay against teams older and more experienced than us, on a surface where our more potent attacking weapons were neutralised, and without the regulars from the team. Things are looking optimistic for MWS! (:

After the match, supposed to have two more for Plate but Jon and I had to zao home so we changed, went to find the girls at Cafeela, then went home yeah. 168 is surprisingly fast from Jalan Kayu heh.

Great run out anyway, Uncle Ronnie giving the debrief and Maurice closing us in prayer.

And there's surely more to come.

BUT NOW IT'S RAINING SO HEAVILY AGAIN. LIKE WHAT IN THE WORLD?! Yesterday already rain until so mad. The weather is going to the dogs, tsk.

YEAH. LIVERPOOL 4 - 1 MANCHESTER UNITED. Although sadly I didn't watch the match as I don't have cable TV, I DO HAVE:

Some excerpts from BBC! (mainly the Liverpool goals heh)

1312: GOAL Manchester United 1-0 Liverpool
First blood to the champions, but Pepe Reina must be asked some questions there. Carlos Tevez slots a pass through to Park, splitting Jamie Carragher and Sami Hyypia, and Reina races from his line to bring Park down. He shouldn't have been out there - it was miles away from goal. Cristiano Ronaldo steps up to slot home the penalty at Old Trafford erupts.

1317: GOAL Manchester United 1-1 Liverpool
What an uncharacteristic mistake that is. Nemanja Vidic is in the right position to deal with a Liverpool ball over the top, but he dallies and Fernando Torres takes advantage, nicking the ball ahead of him, racing through on goal and slotting past Edwin van der Sar. We have a real game of football on here.

1333: GOAL Manchester United 1-2 Liverpool
Again, there's no doubt that's a penalty - Steven Gerrard fastens on to a pass into the United box and Patrice Evra gets his challenge wrong, bringing the Reds captain down. Gerrard dusts himself down to slot the penalty home and Liverpool lead.

1424: SENDING OFF Nemanja Vidic (Manchester United)
The big defender's afternoon goes from bad to worse and it was of his own making, mis-controlling as Steven Gerrard tried to burst past him and hauling the Liverpool captain down with no defenders covering. Had to be a red card.

1425: GOAL Manchester United 1-3 Liverpool
That is how to punish a team for going a man down. Fabio Aurelio takes the free-kick from 25 yards, right of centre, and curls it sumptuously into the top corner with Edwin van der Sar, like 76,000-odd others at Old Trafford, watching it admiringly as it nestled in the back of the net. We have a title race.

1439: GOAL Manchester United 1-4 Liverpool
Talk about rubbing salt into the wound. A long Pepe Reina ball from the back is missed by what is left of the United defence and Andrea Dossena lifts the ball magnificently over a stranded Edwin van der Sar and into the net, sending the visiting fans into a state of delirium.

AND FINALLY, Captain Magnificent himself!

1452: "It was magnificent, we showed great character to come from a goal down. It was quite comfortable in the end, but they did have a man less. We all played like men today. Hopefully that gives teams who play against United belief they can be beaten."
Liverpool captain Steven Gerrard

YEAHHH. Liverpool owns, totally. Manchester United, tsk, no kick. Hahahhah. I'm gonna have a great day tomorrow. Let's see, Jon, Sheldon, and many more. HAHAHHAHAHAH.

Rockzxc man. Guess what the possesion percentage was. 62% Man U, 38% Liverpool. Still owned them upside down inside out round the corner. Hahah.

You'll Never Walk Alone!

Zomg. I ran a 12.77s just now.

Not great, but quite a big improvement from last year already, 13.5 yeahh.

At least I felt good before the run. Like I'd run better than I ever have in a competition. Which I did, actually. Haha. Warm up was great, strides felt smooth.

And the start was really quite good, according to the others. Wang Kwan said I was like the fastest off the blocks and led for most of the race until maybe about the 80m line when I started to slow down. NEED MORE STAMINA UGHH. Mr. Lim say my 50m was a 6.5. Which is still veryvery de slow. Loosen up upper body and train hamstrings! That's what I've got to do. =x

Now I've got to aim higher yeap. Try to hit 12 at least once in my life haha.

And tomorrow there's Trinity Cup. :D Hope it'll be damn fun yeap.

Ciao. Some random person wanna use the comp. >_>

P.S. Good luck for 400m tomorrow yeah Cal, Wzy, Wang Kwan, Nat, Nic. And uh, for hurdles, Sym. :D

Man I love running.

UGHHH 100m tomorrow. Haiz. I must do well damnit.

Or at least well enough for my low standards. As long as I don't screw up and get more than 12.8 I'm happy.

But it's still so crappy haiz.

Oh well. Work hard, try my best, that's all I have to do. The rest is up to God. :D

And after that, going for a movie! Not sure which one though, lol. Cheng Yi, Liang Zhi and Steph.

Yay.

I don't want to screw up tomorrow! Pfffft.

I want a band. D:

I'm like so jealous of all my friends who have one. Lol. It's so cool luh.

Anyone wanna create one with me?

Hahhahah.

But breaking comes first. :D

Okay the stupidest thing ever happened today -.-

So I owe the library 15 bucks for losing their book.

So I say that I'll take a couple of days to save it up, because I got a allowance cut from 10 to 8.

Apparently Ms. Huang didn't even hear me and thought that I didn't get an allowance.

And apparently she misunderstood me when earlier in the year I told her that my dad would give me a bonus after Progress Report 1. Note, progress report 1, and not after I do homework.

So she goes about thinking that I get money for completing homework. How bloody absurd is that?!

And she tells Mrs. Smith, who apparently think it's quite dumb too. And she calls my mom to inform her and confirm about it.

Which obviously my mom denied. Truthfully. Stupid.

By the way, I'd paid off the fine yesterday already.

And she thought that I might actually steal to pay off the fine, even though I DO HAVE AN ALLOWANCE -.-

Dots. Really.

Lame right.

Some teachers really should start paying attention to what their students are saying. Or they might get into trouble, even if they meant well. Puh-lease.

And my mom is annoyed with me right now for letting someone misunderstand me. Like how am I supposed to control that?!

On another happier note. HOLIDAYS ARE FINALLY HERE. One week only, but I'll welcome it with open arms. :D But I have nothing to do tomorrow =x Lol.

See how luh.

So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed. John 8:36 (NIV)

This verse just struck me.

I'm free, because Jesus has set me free. Although he did not have to. Yeahhh.

/Edit/
Wow. Thanks Whisper. You really did me a favor :D But seriously, you've made me ask questions I've never asked before.

And thanks Marcus for telling me what I missed out. I took the verse at face value and forgot to go much deeper than that when reading the Bible. Thanks for pointing that out.

I'm happy now (:

And btw, 300th post. Yeah.

Ciao!

You know, I feel much much better now.

Maybe I'm deluding myself, but it's better than feeling like crap all the time.

Today was utter ownage man.

Muttons went to Kai Juan's school, haiz I'm so freaking jealous. D:

But after school today, training, felt quite good, even though my calves were aching from gym yesterday. And I was dead on my feet at the end. SOMEHOW, I still managed to muster enough energy to play keep, but apparently I couldn't concentrate, so yea, played lousy. One good save though.

And then we slacked until 8.30. WHAT THE HELL. SO LATE?! Hahhaa. Yeahh. Dinner with Zits, You & Me, I'm Yours and Whatsername. Lol. Seriously retarded. Making fun of everything and everyone. Sadistic peoples.

By the time I reached home, 10. Guess what, mom was a bit pissed! That I didn't tell her I'd be out this late, but no pwnage berating. I think I'm getting more freedom now :D

And yes of course, TOMORROW'S THE WEEKEND. Although stupid Timo went and rescheduled the stupid Lit lesson to 9am tomorrow, at least I'm able to move my piano lesson to 1. If I had missed either, Tim, there would be hell to pay on Monday. There'll still be hell to pay, you selfish fool. After lit, gonna have lunch then go for piano lesson (duh) and then go play soccer! Before heading to church to prac my breaking. Hopefully can get the windmill correct. Haiz. Lol.

Cheers :D

Yeap. I'm over it. You can get lost, cause you just aren't worth my time. Shallow people like you aren't worth anybody's time.

Thanks to some really nice people.

<3 you guys. (:

P.S. MOOR HOUSE PEOPLE. Whoever wants to sign up for Track and Field Interhouse! EMAIL ME OR SMS ME OR MSN ME PLEASE. Thank you thank you thank you!

What. The. Hell is your problem.

You know, I actually thought you were less shallow than the rest of them. I really did.

And you went and blew that notion into another dimension.

What did I ever do to you?

And you have to get someone to help you do the dirty work?

Give me a break, if you can't tell me something to my face, don't even think about it.

Cause it's damn degrading. How'd you like it if someone talked behind your back and made the world turn against you.

Lucky for me, the world isn't against me. At least I've got real friends.

Friends who'll believe me whatever I tell them. Not the shallow shit that you've given me.

I can't believe you. To think I thought you were better than the rest.

Thanks so much, fool.

And everyone who reads this post. Don't tagboard me about it unless you're from church. Cause I don't trust anyone of you guys. You don't deserve it.

I hate this life. I wish everything would go away and I'd be happier than I am now.

But that's never going to happen, is it? The only thing I can do is run away from it momentarily, and then everything comes flooding back.

It's cool, really. Just now when I found out how shallow you were and I was so damn disappointed, the radio started playing "The Climb", by Miley Cyrus. All the non-believers out there who call this coincidence, my foot. It's a sign that He wants me to stay strong. Even though I may lose the battle repeatedly. Because He values me. Thank you, Lord.

Psalms 23:4. I love this verse; I think it's like my theme verse, if there is such a thing. Because I'll never have fear, even though I walk in the valley of the shadow of death, for you are by my side.

And you have sent true friends to help me along. I love you, Jesus.