A week more to promos. Grah. This is it. 8am to 10pm everyday in school LET'S DOOOO THIS.



I'm not perfect,
But I keep trying,
Cause that's what I said I would do from the start.

Today wasn't an awesome day. I seem to be just going through the paces all the time. Week after week of monotony and like, just days passing by as the promos draw nearer. Gosh why does it feel so devoid of anything going on?

At least service this morning was pretty refreshing. And Marcus had this really meaningful line in his worship leading today --

"Thank God if you're disappointed in your friends, because it means that you have them."

And I just teared when I reflected on that line. You guys should know why.

Monopoly Deal is an awesome game I think I'll go buy it someday. (: Makes you think think think because there's so many possibilities.

I'm leading a life of drudgery, so I'm neither looking forward nor dreading next week. Hopefully things will be alright and all.

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Camp Group outing was yesterday, FINALLY! After like, 3 months. Spent lunch at Pizza Hut making weird cheese names (hehe Shak) and burned our Haagen-Daaz vouchers on their fondue, which was really good. (: Love you guys, so here's a message to my dear camp group from O.M.G 2010.

HEY ALL. I know we only spent three days together at camp, but I'm really glad that we've gotten to know each other and stayed in touch after camp. Don't forget that you'll always have this group of friends, if not specifically us, then the whole YMpact, yeah? Keep on pushing on with God and with life.

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Mahdi's flying off to the UK in a few hours! And I can't pass him my note so I'll type it out here.

MAHDI! It's been really awesome knowing you this past year. I'm sure you've had a ton of fun in school and in training. You've blessed the whole track team with your fun-loving attitude and none of us can possibly forget smashing eggs on our heads during track party after Nationals. You devious person (: Anyway, all the best in the UK and enjoy your time there yeah? Your presence will be missed by many people very very much. Take care alright? Stay happy and keep in touch!

Best wishes, David

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Three days break already, Friday to Sunday; Tomorrow is going to be a start of the mugera. Let's do this. First step -- anybody wanna study with me? :D HAHA.

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I still have this void in my life. Sad faceeeeee much. I'm going to fill it somehow.

But we can't;
We can't tell;
The future no;
The first kiss, the beauty of the world we know.

Ahh I'm in PW now and there's absolutely nothing to do cause I don't know what I have to do hahaha. LEE GUAN LIN TELL ME FASTER LEH I'm damn bored :D

Anyway shall make a quick quick blogpost about YOG hehe because once again, pictures say athousand words. Which would make this blogpost maybe... 50 thousand words long.

Okay so yeah YOG Volunteering was really really fun! Bishan Stadium was an awesome team and I really had fun over there. AND I GOT MY SOUTH AFRICAN JERSEY HEHEHE WHEEEE. And made friends with a cool guy! Roelf Pienaar, congratulations on your bronze for YOG Long Jump, it's an awesome achievement! Really cool to meet you haha. Cheerios.

Okayyyy back to work...

UPDATE! Back to being bored during Project Work. Ohmygosh 2 hours of Econs later I don't believe it do you. D:

But after that I'm home free! To go studee! Heehee! Omg damn lame (:

Two more days to the weekend!

I realize I lose a lot of friends for no reason; like they'll suddenly just stop replying my smses or like, start ignoring me and all. And I have no clue why because they're all from different backgrounds and all. Am I doing something oh so wrong? D:

Man I must make my life a bit more interesting; a bit more worthwhile. Up to me I guess. And God. No more shit crap retardedness that He doesn't like. Must try and keep my promises, dude.

Youtube video, then! STREET DANCE SOUNDTRACK.

I don't have anything to do, so I decided why not blog?

Anyway I've been having an okay day. Even though I still haven't gotten round to studying yet, which I promise myself I will after a game of DotA. But yeah my promises are like next to worthless so yes I MUST MAKE SURE I DO THIS PROPERLY.

Bio SPA was pretty retarded, why in the world were the values so unorthodox! But at least the theory side was alright. I don't get a single thing about math lectures, grah.

I was thinking this morning about what would happen if I stopped trying to maintain friendships, and I realized that I wouldn't have any friends left. Cause I feel (a lot of the time) that my friendships are all super one sided. It's all me trying to initiate conversations and trying to plan stuff and all. And nobody's reciprocating. It burns pretty bad -.-

Oh well I'm looking forward to YOG Athletics tomorrow! Yay finally can get my chance to meet people even pro-er than Calvin Khor. Hehe. Jerseys, here I come. On the sad side though I won't be able to go to church AT ALL this weekend! Grah so I'm going to make sure LG is fun today (:

And I'm pretty irritated cause I haven't gotten that bug away yet. Like it's always there waiting to come back and although I promised myself not to let it get to me it always does. Ugh. How do I get rid of you, stupid crap?

D:

Anyway yes, like I said, game of DotA, then shower and go church mugggggggg. At least try la kay.

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I loves this song.

Arghhhh I don't believe this promotional examinations are in SIX WEEKS = 42 DAYS and I'm not even feeling the heat therefore I'm hardly studying! Actually hardly is an overstatement. I'm NOT studying AT ALL.

ARGH I need more motivation. ):

On a happy note! CONGRATULATIONS all you Chinese taking people who got back awesome results today. That refers to (to the best of my knowledge) Rachael Vic Joelle Carissa! Great job peoples, now time to chiong for prelims and O levels :D

My gosh NS is getting on my nerves, seriously. What's the point of a TEN THOUSAND buck fine for missing one deadline that's years in advance? Grah. And my STUPID computer cannot access the dumb Singpass webpage. Which means I have to use the school computer which means I have to go to the school library. -.- Sianz.

Chem SPA sucked.

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HEY KARYL PHUA KAI LE. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU.

Don't be so sad that today didn't really make you as happy as you'd wanted it to! I'm sure other days will be better. And today is like, the day you celebrate God watching over you for 13 years already! So yeah cheer up kay. (:

You're now officially a teenager now; so yeah! Jiayou and all the best for the rest of the year in secondary 1. Seriously, you'll blink and secondary school will have passed you by so enjoy yourself now! But not too much; stay focused on exams yeah? And of course spend time with God! Continue growing in Him and wanting to get to know Him more and more. And may He bless you richly in return.

So yes even though you very apparently did not have that awesome a day, treasure it all the same! 13 is a year that will pass by veryyyyyy quickly. Hehe. GOD BLESS YOU.

Love, David! :D

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My blog is so pointless ah. Only ranting and complaining. Haha my gosh. I need some cool stuffz and happiness in my life to blog about! Come onnnnnnnnn something!

Festival of Praise was AWESOME can?

I think Ps. Che Ahn's sermon about hope really inspired many people, and Planetshakers and Don Moen are such God-given blessings for us. (: Not to mention the many new friends I met over both days of FoP.

There's always something in my heart that I really cannot verbalize. But I know that God knows and that's enough for me.

Pictures up soon! I totally cannot wait for next year's edition (:

Worship today was really fun! And I'm glad that Zhi Ting came over today haha. Come back next week yeah? Soccer after that wasn't so much fun, to be honest. Too restricted, too much pressure, I need TIME to express myself on the pitch! Don't shackle me pleaseeee? 

I'm kind of dreading school? But it's only three and a half days, so I guess I can survive it. I guess. Project work is so irritating, my goodness. But it's part and parcel of life, what to do? That said I still have to catch up on work for math and bio and econs. My goodness I'm such a retard to let myself fall behind by so much. ): Sadface can?

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On a side note! I've been feeling really very emo recently. I have no idea why. But haiz I'll just have to believe that God will make a way, yeah?

You are Awesome, Lord. You really are, and no matter what I might feel when I'm down, I hope You know that I will always believe in that in the deepest parts of my heart.

OKAY SINCE I HAVEN'T DONE THIS FOR A WEEK and I'm free now, why not!

Anyway, I'm sorry for being so MIA I just don't feel the urge to blog nowadays cause life's so boring.

How ironic; 'Blogger' and 'blog' come out as misspelled words.

Youth Sunday was really fun, dancing and playing keys for His glory. And the preparations, although not so awesome, still had their good moments. For some reason I can't pull anything from my memories for what happened after Youth Sunday... oh yeah the really tense/stressed out dance debrief. PEOPLE DON'T WORRY LA WE'LL BE FINE AND AWESOME :D God will provide yeah.

This week has been so not fulfilling, to say the least. Nothing doing except for school (which for some reason seems like such a drag even though I can't say I'm not interested), and studying (which I have not been doing oh my gosh). At least PE is really really fun! Handball in a full court isn't too bad (:

Then there's Project Work. Freak you EOM. Pain in the butt to the max can? And even for training cause everybody's separated and there's remedials and all, it's kind of boring. Ahhh. I did a 12.36 for 5th All-Comer's though! I'm quite happy with that time cause well, it's a personal best, for starters. And I'm veryvery sure I can break 12s if I work on my shoulders and arm swing. Cheerios I'm so going to do that by next race.

I really think there's something missing from my life, I just can't really place what it is. Oh and I realize that a lot of people don't know that I loveeee to sing. Maybe I'm not the best, maybe I don't practice a lot. But I love it! Same goes for dance. (:

Festival of Praise is coming up in like, 3 more days! That's one thing to look forward to this week, I guess. In addition to Agape Cup Friendly on Sunday. So yes, Friday and Saturday night, awesome worship and inspiring sermon. Natalie Wee you'd better go or you'll miss so so so much okay!

Like I said, nothing much to blog about. Bye. Wednesday, mock SPA, Thursday, nothing, Friday. I'm just counting down the days to my death, seems like. Freaking routine and pointless, can?

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I feel so drained and I have no idea why;

I could really use a wish right now;