Omgosh. I really really wanna pick up dance. But I have no idea if my parents will let me.

God, help me and guide me when I'm trying to learn dance Lord. I might have two left feet but with You anything's possible. Give me the will to persevere and not give up when facing adversity. So please support me and be with me. (:

I also want to pray for my SG, heavenly Father. Give me the wisdom to lead them in learning Your word this Sunday Lord, and help them be open and be active in participating. Lord, I've never done this before and I feel nervous, so wouldn't You bless this Sunday Lord, please. Help me understand and give me wisdom to choose a good topic, God, and bless us.

Lord I also want to lift up the 40 Day Fast into your hands Lord. Give my friends and I the willpower to continue it and help us remember to look to You in times of suffering.

I love You. Help me learn and grow in You, Almighty Father.

In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.

(:

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Okay today was... not that hard either. Chinese was funny, had this Cheena fool speaking in Spanish and French and Japanese. And in the end all he said were just warped Chinese words -.- Lol. PE was completely soccer cause half the PE department is stuck in boarding haha.

Starting 40 Day Fast tomorrow! I really really pray I'll have the willpower to keep it going. Not eating lunch for 40 days (:

Oh well, I really really need to speed up my dancing learning. ): I feel so behind! And I think I've got two left feet BLEAH. Practice!

I think I'm not going to do much tonight. Social Studies and Lit I guess. :D

Seeya.

I didn't die today! First period gone, last period gone, card playing in Chem, other group's presentation in Lit, whee it was fun. Apparently all our lessons and activities in the afternoon are canceled, so yeah. Assemblies are all canceled too. ;D

And then EPIC TRANSFORMERS 2 THE SECOND TIME. But oh well I couldn't appreciate it that much was seriously tired.

Glad that everyone made it through their first day okay ;D

Cheng Yi, Jay Chou and SHE scores man! HAHAHHAHA. :D

//EDIT//

I remembered it's someone very special's birthday today! :D :D :D

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE CHONG (:

It's been really really great having you as a friend, ever since working with you at RMUN all the way till now. You're really hyper and excitable and all, but I know you can be really really serious when you want to. It isn't all a bad thing! ;D You've also been a true friend in a time when I don't have that many. (: It's really a pity you didn't have the time for council outings recently, it would've been even more fun with you around. But I hope to get to know you better as time passes, and definitely, continue to Grow in Him and learn from Him! I'm sure you'll turn out to be a great person for Christ.

Once again, really happy 15th birthday. Hope you've had a great and blessed day, and may your upcoming times be blessed too (: Take care!

Oh my PFFFFFFT. I left my homework file in church. Crap man. I'm totally dead. Almost all the rubrics in there, ALL the Chinese test papers, ALL the English comprehensions.

I am so freaking dead, I'm scared. Smith and Co. are gonna tear my sorry bum apart.

HAHA but apparently a lot of other people didn't do their work either. :D You seeing this?

Today was fun, really. Sermon on ants (which wasn't the coolest of topics, but nevertheless) followed by really short SG followed by random captain's ball with Clarice's and Sheldon's SGs. Whee funs. Lunch, blah blah blah and I TOTALLY NEED TO GET THE WINDMILL RIGHT. Heehee.

Okay, school's starting. Means my income is coming back! And ohmycraphelpmeplease my homework's all in church. At least no important project stuff is there, I'd die. ): Haiz.

I need to attain perfect pitch. For some reason I'm always a semitone or a tone off. ): And my range! D:

Video today? Gamblerz, once again, not in 2005. :D



Total. Ownage. Yes?
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In our hard times, we really have to remember, God's grace is exactly what it is, His grace. It's because He loves us, so He gives us so much. But when we feel down, or like we're up against the wall, it's easy to start blaming God, asking Him why He hasn't done anything to help us, questioning His love for us. But who are we to say such things? He loves us, and that is an unfailing, never-ending love. We shouldn't be expecting anything from Him at all! Although we should offer up as much as we can for His purpose. Because it's in hard times when God's grace and mercy is truly shown, but sometimes the anger and the pain has blinded us to His acts, or we fail to attribute something that happens to Him, possibly because it's so insignificant and all. It appears not necessarily in forms that we might expect, or in the time that we feel we need it most. But in the very end, when all the world has gone gray, the only sure comfort is the comfort of God.

Haha leading SG in a week's time. Got four topics! Don't know which one to choose from, they're all so good =\

We should follow God's Will.
God has a universal will that applies to all people, in all places, at all times.
God's will for our lives will be revealed progressively throughout their lifetime, through a variety of means, as they walk with Him daily.
Following God's will includes struggling with life's difficulties but that God is present and can use these struggles to help them grow.

Oh well. Help me choose, will you? (:

I really need to start picking up devotionals and stuff. I think they're awesomely useful :D

Haha BGR seminar was really very enriching LOL. And I found out that Cheng Yi likes to draw when she's bored. Ah well.

Other than that, today was sian. Why is it I don't seem to be getting anywhere with my piano, even with practice! Rawr I think it's a mental blockage or something =\

And you people out there. If you don't know something for certain, please don't speculate. It honestly does not do any good at all to anybody concerned. (:

Ohmygosh I just realised I lost all my Canon in D scores. D: How am I supposed to teach Clarice!

Bleah.

Haha. What video today? Must be nais leh.. Hm. I KNOW. BREAKDANCING, kickass. :D

Why do I always feel this way. It freaking sucks.

Transformers, rocks. No idea why it's only a half star rating; I think that guy must have fallen asleep drunk during the movie and came out with this lame excuse of a review. Or maybe he didn't watch Transformers 1, that's why he said there was no plot development, when the whole plot was developed in the first movie. Idiot. Pffft, Straits Times really should choose their reviewers better -.-

Anyway, yes Megan Fox is a woman/female/girl through and through, so stop destroying young boys' lives by saying she is not. And she is major hawt in the movie :D More so than you Anisha, you ain't hotter than Fox. And Shia was super funny man. The spasms in the lecture... HAHA. And omg robot slut! Freaky tongue. D: Like you know, metallic female hot Toad from Xmen? Close luh.

I was almost late jeez. So I had to rush there in a taxi. WHICH I SHOULD NOT BE DOING OMG. Parents keep on threatening me with how we're not going to have a secure house to live in within two months if my dad doesn't get a solid job by then. ): I really need to start saving, people, help me okay.

Anyway after that rushed like siao to Marina Square for project meeting. Interview with Alex Au wasn't.. the best. But yeah we got some good information and insights (: Now just have to transcribe it. Boo.

Then... went home for a Big Mac! Haha lucky there was extra or else I'd have starved D: THIS IS WEDNESDAY BTW, NOT THURSDAY.

Okay then, on Thursday HAHA. Boring day. Let's leave it at that (: Although I nearly did crickets and a windmill. GRRR. Irritating man.

Council outing later! I HOPE YOU GUYS CHOSE TO DO SOMETHING REALLY REALLY FUN D: Haha just joking. (:

Okay what video is the <3 today?



LINKIN PARK'S NEW DIVIDE FROM TRANSFORMERS OHMYGOSH PRO VIDEO!

Sorry haha. (:

New Divide lyrics
Songwriters: Bennington, Chester Charl; Bourdon, Robert; Delson, Brad; Farrell, Dave; Hahn, Joseph; Shinoda, Mike;

I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide

There was nothing in sight but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes across this new divide

In every loss, in every lie, in every truth that you'd deny
And each regret and each goodbye was a mistake too great to hide
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide
Across this new divide, across this new divide
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And OMG LIVE.


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Damn, <3.

John 12:24-25



Just, wow.