Well. Today wasn't too bad in the end. Woke at ughhhh 6 to get ready for Nationals at CHOA CHU KANG D: At 9.15. Got there on time, warmed up blahblah. Then went to the call room. Which was like super freaking cold. They made us wait in there how long la! Before going out to the pits; like when we were having practice jumps my run up was supersuper screwed! And then I move back two steps and it's fine =\
But HAIZ what a waste; all three of my jumps weren't fouls but were JUST behind the qualifying mark. By maybe 6cm or so. Pfffft. But oh well with 2 months of training and no competition experience, what could I really hope for? 5.24 was a good jump (: And I really wanna thank Syafiq, Cal, Xiang Di, Maria, Joshua, Joel, Cheng Yi, Steph Lee, Steph Tang, Amanda, Charlotte, Shaun, Rachel, Yi Ying, Rebekah, Rachel, Grace, Joelle, Kim, and whoever else prayed for me/wished me good luck. Love you guys. (: I promise I won't just stop working hard for jumps, my desire is burning stronger than ever. And I really REALLY want to thank God for well, just being there with me today. Thank you. ((: You know, I realise my parents didn't even wish me good luck, didn't even ask me how I did. You know, I realise my bro didn't even KNOW I was in JUMPS! What in the world. I love my friends.
And now I'm moving on. I wanna train super hardcore. I wanna hit 6 by June. I wanna improooooove. And I'm sure Mr. Lim will be there to help me. :D
Gratz to Lemuel and Syafiq for owning everybody xD And well, to Maria and Joshua, GOOD TRY BUT THERE'S ALWAYS NEXT YEAR :D
But HAIZ what a waste; all three of my jumps weren't fouls but were JUST behind the qualifying mark. By maybe 6cm or so. Pfffft. But oh well with 2 months of training and no competition experience, what could I really hope for? 5.24 was a good jump (: And I really wanna thank Syafiq, Cal, Xiang Di, Maria, Joshua, Joel, Cheng Yi, Steph Lee, Steph Tang, Amanda, Charlotte, Shaun, Rachel, Yi Ying, Rebekah, Rachel, Grace, Joelle, Kim, and whoever else prayed for me/wished me good luck. Love you guys. (: I promise I won't just stop working hard for jumps, my desire is burning stronger than ever. And I really REALLY want to thank God for well, just being there with me today. Thank you. ((: You know, I realise my parents didn't even wish me good luck, didn't even ask me how I did. You know, I realise my bro didn't even KNOW I was in JUMPS! What in the world. I love my friends.
And now I'm moving on. I wanna train super hardcore. I wanna hit 6 by June. I wanna improooooove. And I'm sure Mr. Lim will be there to help me. :D
Gratz to Lemuel and Syafiq for owning everybody xD And well, to Maria and Joshua, GOOD TRY BUT THERE'S ALWAYS NEXT YEAR :D
Everybody's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next
What happens next;
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next
What happens next;
And a nice little edit right here. Or maybe NOT nice. My parents are totally refusing to let me go to church camp. They want me to concentrate on my STUPID studies; as if trying to study (and failing) at the start of a super long break will benefit me more than going for church camp and learning about God and about all the stuff lined up for the youths. As if trying to study (and failing) at the start of a super long break will benefit me more than fellowship with my friends. As if I WILL EVEN BOTHER TO STUDY AT THE START OF A LONG BREAK. Sheeeesh. And what's more I don't think church will even be OPEN! Because everyone who slacks in church and well, the people who are in charge of the church WILL BE AT CAMP. Sian. I'm going to die during the June holidays.
PLEASE GOD, PLEASE OPEN UP MY PARENTS' HEARTS SO THAT THEY'LL ALLOW ME TO GO FOR CHURCH CAMP so that I may learn more about You and have a good time of fellowship with my brothers and sisters in Christ Lord. I KNOW YOU MAY NOT DESIRE IT LORD, but if You really don't plan on me going for chuch camp Lord, let me understand Your reasons and my parents' reasons and help me find PEACE Lord. Rain down Your love on me Lord, and cleanse my envy; my jealousy; my anger; my bitterness. I don't want to be angry Lord, it's a lousy feeling and it makes me feel lost, Lord. Protect me from it, be my shield and my strength in times of need, and help me UNDERSTAND, Lord. In Jesus' name I pray, AMEN.
PLEASE GOD, PLEASE OPEN UP MY PARENTS' HEARTS SO THAT THEY'LL ALLOW ME TO GO FOR CHURCH CAMP so that I may learn more about You and have a good time of fellowship with my brothers and sisters in Christ Lord. I KNOW YOU MAY NOT DESIRE IT LORD, but if You really don't plan on me going for chuch camp Lord, let me understand Your reasons and my parents' reasons and help me find PEACE Lord. Rain down Your love on me Lord, and cleanse my envy; my jealousy; my anger; my bitterness. I don't want to be angry Lord, it's a lousy feeling and it makes me feel lost, Lord. Protect me from it, be my shield and my strength in times of need, and help me UNDERSTAND, Lord. In Jesus' name I pray, AMEN.